Abi's weightloss diary - post jaw surgery

[Barb]

Oh Abz, why do bad things happen to good people? Good for you though - you coped, you didn't turn to food! Well done, a crisis like that is what drives lots of people to comfort food.

Hope today gets brighter for you and they catch the scumbag.

Lots of love

 

[abz]

thanks guys i tried to go back to bed but i just can't get back to sleep. so i'm going to have a coffee. my head is thumping so i may have some painkillers too... i just have not had enough sleep over the past couple of nights. and last night in particular. and it's really irritating that i could be sleeping right now and for some reason can't. hmph. i'm going to be good for absolutely nothing at work today and tonight...

abz xx

 

[Minz]

Poor thing - I'm not surprised you can't sleep with all the hassles.......and knowing that you need sleep never seems to translate into actually getting it, your mind must be racing. What time do you start at, is it 1-11pm again today?

 

[abz]

it is indeed minz. really not looking forward to it. hopefully when i've had a coffee my headache will go. i have a feeling that caffeine withdrawal has hit...

 

[Minz]

Careful with the coffees hun - you won't sleep for a week if you OD on the caffeine lol

 

[abz]

ha. i know. but i usually have one when i get to work at seven and my head isn't happy with me if i don't have one on a morning. caffeine addiction? moi? i have gotten myself off caffeine before, and i don't drink that much of it any more except on desperate days but it was a week of migraine like headaches and hell... and then i had a coffee a week later and that was that...

the reason i was so so tired last night is that i refused to drink any coffee after my morning one so i would sleep last night... well that worked didn't it?

abz xx

 

[Minz]

You're clearly immune to the caffeine effect. My brother once tried to give up and got massive headaches for a week, and then they subsided......mental eh? Needless to say, caffeine-free just doesn't do it for him, so he's back on the hard stuff......lol

 

[abz]

precisely i don't have any other addictions (other than the rather obvious food one...) so i'm happy for it to be my vice for now

abz xx

 

[saraian24]

I like coffe but not quite as much as you Abz - you should make your username coffee related lol! Or you could turn your avatar into a jar of ther black stuff! Excuse my poor attempt at humor, i found it mildly amusing.
Im a tea addict myself.

 

[abz]

hee. well i have two or three cups a day. more if i'm working late and haven't slept. like today. today is not going to be good, ha. but i know people that have many many more than that. and cups of tea, ha. so i have cut back. i think the main problem is that i don't drink instant. i drink 'proper' coffee. so it has a bit more kick. if i was on two cups of instant a day i doubt it would bother me so much...

 

[abz]

right. £70 for car window. it's getting replaced tomorrow. and you know what? i think i may just walk to work along the canal. it will take me about an hour and it's freezing outside but it's sunny and it will save me getting the bus, which i hate, hopefully wake me up a wee bit and save me getting money out as i have no change for the bus... but i'll have to leave now. i'll probably be on during my breaks (and possibly at other times) when i'm at work so i'll catch you guys later

abz xx

 

[abz]

well chaps. everyone else has left and me and a couple of office staff are here for the long haul. bring on 11pm!!

i have no clue what i'm going to do for the next four hours but i'll think of something. that's less than i thought it was going to be actually...

feeling really munchy today. keep fancying things that i can't have. did consider having an ss+ day with an extra pack but i don't think i need it and i would rather stick to ss and have my ss+ day on friday as planned. looks like we are going to this tapas place so plain chicken on skewers for me. they've done it for me before so it shouldn't be a problem. and then at least i'll get to socialise a little bit. am sick of saying i can't do things. i seem to do it an awful lot more than i realised!! and i really don't want to jeapordise things this time. not while i'm in the groove and i'm not going insane... that should take at least a month. i haven't ripped OH's head off yet, or felt the need, but i think he's waiting for it to happen. after all, he didn't fare well last time i was on cd...

abz xx

 

[misscheeky]

hey abz hun, great to hear you got the car window sorted.70 quid is a lot of money isnt it i hope they catch whoever done it.my mum's work place was broken into last night.lots of computers and laptops taking and the place trashed. not long till friday now hun and you can have your meal. dont forget to order your microwavable slippers!!!!!!!

 

[abz]

hee. i may just have to do that... i'm penniless but i may have to do that anyways.. ha. my feet are always so cold. and OH always gives a (very manly, obviously) scream when i try to warm my feet up on his legs... so maybe he'll buy them for me

abz xx

 

[misscheeky]

haha oh i hate when that happens, and sometimes if sophie is up early and comes into our bed and gets in her feet can be freezing!!!!!!!

 

[abz]

get her a microwave and some special slippers

 

[misscheeky]

well i have caught her trying to microwave her shoes before!!! she has her own fluffy boot slippers pennies (primark) best!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[abz]

ha. then she's already got her head in the game. she knows where it's at

i want to go hoooooooooome, and i want to go to beeeeeeeeeeeeed (although surprisingly awake now. probably gone through the sleep barrier which means i'll be lying awake all night) but i'm here for another 2.5 hours...

also, haven't got as much work done as i should have... ha.

abz xx

 

[abz]

oh dear... i have just been reading a thread that is heartfelt but not upsetting and i want to cry. i can feel emotion prickling in the back of my mind if you know what i mean? i think this may mean that the dreaded hormones of yesteryear... well... month... may be on their way back!! totm is just about over so it isn't that... was hoping it would take a bit longer.

ah well. roll on christmas

it's rather quiet tonight. where are you all? having lives. hmph. hee.

abz xx

 

[Minz]

Not me - just trying to get the team results..........I hate chasing people, but it's only fair on the team to have all results each week.....there are only a few original members and we've had a few come/go within a week or two which is disappointing ........apart from that not up to much. You've only 1.5 hours to go hun....your bed is calling yoooooooou!