aysha's battle

[ayshaahmad]

Well feeling worse as the day goes on, just had my first shake as can't stomach anything really! Trying to have sparkling water as I find I drink it quicker and need to get it down me, got an hour of peace before my son gets back from a party so sitting down in peace with a cuppa for a bit before the ironing pile starts shouting at me!!!!!!

 

[ayshaahmad]

Have been sooooooooooo close to caving many times today, my son has so many treats in the house and bought home a huge piece of cake from a party and she knows he doesn't like cake I swear she wants to sabatage me! Just talked hubby out of ordering pizza as I knew I couldn't resist that, sitting on phone reading up on diaries to get some good vibes!!!!!

 

[ayshaahmad]

Fallen in love with the mint bar yummmmmy, had it before but hated it, tastebuds must of changed since I had it, been up since 5 as had to drop hubby off at work, my poor son had to get up too, I hate waking him up bless him but didn't fancy hubby cycling to work in this snow!

 

[Krissykat]

Just polished a mint bar off myself!
Catching up as I've not been on here for a few days, looks its not been easy for you but you have done really well fighting all the temptations
And you're friend is definitely jealous, she doesnt want to see you succeed because it highlights her own failure x

 

[ayshaahmad]

I know we shouldn't have the temptations in the house that's the thing my son should be eating healthily and so should my husband I just feel bad depriving them of things they are used to!!!
Not had half as much water as I should of today, feeling as rough as and been busy so will need to drink 2 ltrs before bed!!!!

 

[ayshaahmad]

Only managed 3 products today and half my milk allowance, feel so awfull I can't stomach anything! Hope that's ok, but if I have anything else I will prob bring it up again!!! Off to try and get some sleep! Tomorrow is another day

 

[ayshaahmad]

Feeling sorry for myself today and can't stop staring at the hunny nut cheerios its taken me 2 hours to drink a pint of water! I will stick to it though but its taking all my willpower!!! When I am ill its usually an excuse to eat! I am petrified of taking medicine incase it stops me loosing weight and I am desperate to get to my 4 stone off this week!!!!

 

[Krissykat]

You will get there, take anything you need to make yourself feel better, don't suffer for the sake of a few lbs. You would never know if the pills effected your loss or not anyway, and still better for you than munching on those cherrios you can't take your eyes off
Maybe have a nice long hot bath to make yourself feel better, hot soup and snuggling under a duvet on the sofa watching rubbish tv. Feel better soon x

 

[ayshaahmad]

Thanx hun, sudafed tablets seem to be working and hidden the cheerios lol Snuggled on the sofa this morning and watched a trashy film and caught up on the soaps!! Water is going down slowly!! Hope u are ok now?

 

[Krissykat]

Yeah I'm not too bad, wishing Weigh in day would hurry up though so I can get a motivation boost!

 

[ayshaahmad]

When are u weighing in?

 

[Krissykat]

Thursday! And I'm out for a meal tomorrow night

 

[ayshaahmad]

ahh u will be fine try and stick to low carb, gd luck thursday xxx

 

[Krissykat]

Chicken salad for me
Thanks hun x

 

[ayshaahmad]

3 products down and managed about 2 ltr of water so far so all is gd, flipping freezing outside and having to sit in the car whilst my son is at beavers as too far to go home, got mag and bottle of water so all gd!!!

 

[Krissykat]

Brrrrrr! Feel for you on that one.
Hope your at home all nice and warmed up

 

[ayshaahmad]

Brrrrrr! Feel for you on that one.
Hope your at home all nice and warmed up

Tucked up in bed now all cosey and warm!!

 

[ayshaahmad]

Picked up some more sunshine Orange water flavouring and just had some hot ooh Yummy so refreshing, can't seem to stop my tummy rumbling lol was hilarious in he car this morning all my son kept doing was asking why my tummy was making so many noises, could hear it over the radio!!!

 

[Krissykat]

LOL how funny! I get so embarrassed when my does that, its always at work when its really quiet lol.
Never tried it hot might have to do that, think I would prefer the summer berry hot even though I haven't tried it at all because I used to like blackcurrant squash hot whenever I was ill. No idea why but it did make me feel better!

 

[Jelliebabe]

LOL how funny! I get so embarrassed when my does that, its always at work when its really quiet lol.
Never tried it hot might have to do that, think I would prefer the summer berry hot even though I haven't tried it at all because I used to like blackcurrant squash hot whenever I was ill. No idea why but it did make me feel better!

Lol my hubby and my tummy were having a conversation last night! Mine would gurgle and his would reply! (he's not on cd)

How are you feeling today Aysha? I'm feeling tired and sore and crabby but day three after my bad weekend so all my own fault! Have a good day all x