ProPoints Azwethinkweiz (Sarah)s new food diary!

[Baby-belle]

I think that way too sometimes Sarah if I'm honest.. I mean.. When I started I thought if I lost 2 stone I'd be somewhat happier in myself.. yet here I am and I'm just as unhappy, if not more, than I was when I started..
I think its very disheartening for me that after all the weight gone, I still fit the majority of my old clothes.. Some more loose than others but fit nonetheless.. So my high end healthy weight is just over 1 stone away and i'm thinking... How can I be "happy" then if after 2 stone i'm still as unhappy??!!!

When i'm saying i'm unhappy, its just with my weight.. not life in general.. Just fyi

I feel like this girls, I have lost over 2 stone and I feel less happy now because I guess I'm more aware of it. I still want another 8lbs but I keep going mad at weekends because I am just so bored

 

[Baby-belle]

Why do I eat so much at the weekend lol? Friday I had a chicken burger for _lunch_ and then meatballs and pasta for dinner and some chocolate. Saturday I had a bacon sarnie for breakfast & green thai curry for dinner... Had an ice cream while I was out and about too.
Then today I'm bringing my brother to see spiderman (so I'll have a small popcorn at that) & I told him I'd bring him to nandos (we've never tried it). I'll make good choices though, there are some low pp things from what I've looked up. Needless to say, all my weeklies are gone after today lol

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I can not even lost what I ate as I think I would be removed from this site lol

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Hope ur ok petal!! Well done for your loss xx

 

[azwethinkweiz]

I feel like this girls, I have lost over 2 stone and I feel less happy now because I guess I'm more aware of it. I still want another 8lbs but I keep going mad at weekends because I am just so bored

Yep, over 3st and really unhappy with how I look. It's very frustrating I want another 9lbs off but I also go mad at weekends... You should've seen everything I had yesterday

Hope ur ok petal!! Well done for your loss xx

Thanks, not much of a loss but a miracle all the same. Need to get back in the zone... Somehow. X

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[Baby-belle]

Yep, over 3st and really unhappy with how I look. It's very frustrating I want another 9lbs off but I also go mad at weekends... You should've seen everything I had yesterday

Thanks, not much of a loss but a miracle all the same. Need to get back in the zone... Somehow. X

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I'm the same! I ended up loggin yesterday and it wasn't that I overrate it was what I ate! But I drank lots to over the weekend!

 

[azwethinkweiz]

I'm the same! I ended up loggin yesterday and it wasn't that I overrate it was what I ate! But I drank lots to over the weekend!

I over ate a lot lol. I did go for a 5 mile jog yesterday morning so hopefully that's burned off majority of it. Too much junk foood, need to try harder this week...

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[Mrsm79]

Hi Sarah, how long does it take you to jog 5miles? I jogged 2 K yesterday in the gym and it took 20 minutes therefore I reckon if I jogged 5 k it would take 50 minutes but Ralph said that's ages to jog 5 K so I'm all confused now.xxx

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Hi Sarah, how long does it take you to jog 5miles? I jogged 2 K yesterday in the gym and it took 20 minutes therefore I reckon if I jogged 5 k it would take 50 minutes but Ralph said that's ages to jog 5 K so I'm all confused now.xxx

Hi lovely, it takes me 52-55mins to jog 5 mile but it used to take a lot longer then that... I'm a work in progress lol. For 5KM, it takes me around 30mins, used to take me 35-40mins.
My advice is to just do the speed you are comfortable with. As you progress you'll find you're able to naturally go a bit faster. But are you sure it was 2km and not 2mi now that I think of it?

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[Mrsm79]

Yeah, I'm pretty sure it was 2k I'll ask my PT later.xxx

 

[Dubchick81]

Yeah, I'm pretty sure it was 2k I'll ask my PT later.xxx

If it was on a tredmill I'd be 99.9% sure it was KM... but well done you.. Hmm.. To be able jog 2KM...
x

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Exactly Frances. Just being ABLE to jog 2km should be an achievement hon. Time is something you think about later! I never thought about time at first I just thought "wow I can jog 1km... 2km... 3km... 4km... 5km" I'm working on speed now but I'm also still working on distance (mostly working on distance at the minute). X

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[CarlyLanky140]

Well done for all the running ladies

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Thanks Carly, finding it too hard keeping up with the running club schedule though. 5 times a week is too much for me!

Narky today cuz I never got a wink of sleep. So tired.

Have become obsessed with the scales lately, mum says she's gonna take them off me - I'm weighing everyday now even though I know I shouldn't.
I'm in a bit of a mess I think...

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[Dubchick81]

Thanks Carly, finding it too hard keeping up with the running club schedule though. 5 times a week is too much for me!

Narky today cuz I never got a wink of sleep. So tired.

Have become obsessed with the scales lately, mum says she's gonna take them off me - I'm riding everyday now even though I know I shouldn't.
I'm in a bit of a mess I think...

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Step away from the scales... You shouldn't be going by the scales at the mo hunnie anyway.. You're building up so much muscle with all the running it won't be doing you any favours.. I think your Mam should defo take it from you if you feel you can't trust yourself not to weigh...

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Step away from the scales... You shouldn't be going by the scales at the mo hunnie anyway.. You're building up so much muscle with all the running it won't be doing you any favours.. I think your Mam should defo take it from you if you feel you can't trust yourself not to weigh...

I seem to be able to tell others to not do exactly what I am doing? I dunno why I've become so obsessed with it. I just feel so unhappy with myself in general so my weight is another thing to beat myself up about, iykwim?
She should probably take the scales yeah but the thought of not knowing what I weigh all the time is freaking me out now?!

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[Dubchick81]

I seem to be able to tell others to not do exactly what I am doing? I dunno why I've become so obsessed with it. I just feel so unhappy with myself in general so my weight is another thing to beat myself up about, iykwim?
She should probably take the scales yeah but the thought of not knowing what I weigh all the time is freaking me out now?!

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You defo need a break from the scales hun.. Seriously.. You don't want to become obsessed with weight.. That could be leading down a very dangerous n scary path..

 

[Wishbird007]

You defo need a break from the scales hun.. Seriously.. You don't want to become obsessed with weight.. That could be leading down a very dangerous n scary path..

I agree with Frances hun, keep away x

 

[azwethinkweiz]

You defo need a break from the scales hun.. Seriously.. You don't want to become obsessed with weight.. That could be leading down a very dangerous n scary path..

I think it's because it's the one thing I can focus on changing if that makes sense. Like, I can't change my ears or the size of my feet or my bone structure but I can control my weight. I keep equating being a low weight to being happy, but I seem to be getting miserable instead.

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[azwethinkweiz]

I agree with Frances hun, keep away x

I'll try to xx

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[Wishbird007]

I'll try to xx

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Bless u, I know it's hard x
Ru having a better day today hun? X