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[azwethinkweiz]

Really bad?? Like really?? Or just you feel you have? I bet there's no gain.. Your metabolism will be so much faster now ur back to working and joined the running club..
I'm good ta.. Getting settled in the house.. Jonathan was in a right fowler yesterday.. Threw a tantrum n all.. So I walked out of the room n carried on doing other bits that needed doing.. Went and got myself a cup of tea, sat in the sitting room with the door closed and when I was ready went to bed.. Had the nicest sleep.. Woke up only to find he had slept in the box room!!! Not even a week in and he's in the spare room already.. Oops..
He's a stubborn git so wouldn't give in and I wasn't starting to build bridges.. It was his fowler..
He'd had a bad day n was looking for an argument.. But he wasn't getting one from me!! Bit I swear I had the best sleep I've had in that house.. Maybe he should stay in there

Well sneaky WI a couple days ago did show a gain so I'm kind of expecting it now. It was fairly bad hon. I had a lot of sweets on Friday night, then Saturday I did the 5 mile but I had a chippy tea and choccie, Sunday I had a 4 course meal for my Dads birthday and now during the week I can't seem to stick to 26pp. I get so hungry... yesterday was my best day and even at that I'd had a bun! Ran 4mile last night. Supposed to do 3 mile tonight but I dunno if I can - my legs are knackered!!

Oh no hon, sorry to hear Jono was being argumentative - was there anything in particular he was upset about or was he just being narky about everything (one of those moods - I call them the man-totm) lol. He slept in the box room - sheesh! You are defo owed an apology... You must have the patience of a saint to keep your calm and do your bits etc. Least you had a good sleep!! I feel like I need another 7 hours sleep here... I'll come over to yours for a nap haha!
Will he apologise later do ya reckon?? xx How's your week been so far anyway? Friday tomorrow

 

[Dubchick81]

Well sneaky WI a couple days ago did show a gain so I'm kind of expecting it now. It was fairly bad hon. I had a lot of sweets on Friday night, then Saturday I did the 5 mile but I had a chippy tea and choccie, Sunday I had a 4 course meal for my Dads birthday and now during the week I can't seem to stick to 26pp. I get so hungry... yesterday was my best day and even at that I'd had a bun! Ran 4mile last night. Supposed to do 3 mile tonight but I dunno if I can - my legs are knackered!!

Oh no hon, sorry to hear Jono was being argumentative - was there anything in particular he was upset about or was he just being narky about everything (one of those moods - I call them the man-totm) lol. He slept in the box room - sheesh! You are defo owed an apology... You must have the patience of a saint to keep your calm and do your bits etc. Least you had a good sleep!! I feel like I need another 7 hours sleep here... I'll come over to yours for a nap haha!
Will he apologise later do ya reckon?? xx How's your week been so far anyway? Friday tomorrow

His car broke down last week and he was told yesterday it'd cost min €1,000 to fix.. So he was fairly pee'd off at that.. But he woke up in the horrors anyway so it was the last thing he needed to hear.. Or the last thing I needed him to hear lol

No I was in grand form and I wasn't letting him ruin it.. Sure I'm used to biting my tongue after living with my Dad for so long lol
So I went out and got on with things.. I knew if I let him win and argued back, I'd be the worst in the world and it'd be completely turned..
I can tell you the conversation of this evening already.. he'll go on about negative I was about the table (I posted an add on jumbletown.ie asking for a kitchen table & chairs and a lady called and said she had one in good condition she no longer needed so gave it to us. So we collected it. The table needs to be sanded down and re-varnsihed but he's a cabinet maker so its no bother to him) and I was a moan and then he'll give out that I didn't help him take the other table out the kitchen and he had to do it all on his own... bla bla bla...
So instead, when he started going mad I just got up, walked to the door, and said "I think you're pregnant with yer mood changing at the drop of a hat" and went on upstairs...

This morning he came into the kitchen and was like "do you want a cup of tea?" I just said "No thank you" and walked out n up the stairs to get dressed for work.. Very proud of how calmly I handled the whole thing

 

[azwethinkweiz]

His car broke down last week and he was told yesterday it'd cost min €1,000 to fix.. So he was fairly pee'd off at that.. But he woke up in the horrors anyway so it was the last thing he needed to hear.. Or the last thing I needed him to hear lol

No I was in grand form and I wasn't letting him ruin it.. Sure I'm used to biting my tongue after living with my Dad for so long lol
So I went out and got on with things.. I knew if I let him win and argued back, I'd be the worst in the world and it'd be completely turned..
I can tell you the conversation of this evening already.. he'll go on about negative I was about the table (I posted an add on jumbletown.ie asking for a kitchen table & chairs and a lady called and said she had one in good condition she no longer needed so gave it to us. So we collected it. The table needs to be sanded down and re-varnsihed but he's a cabinet maker so its no bother to him) and I was a moan and then he'll give out that I didn't help him take the other table out the kitchen and he had to do it all on his own... bla bla bla...
So instead, when he started going mad I just got up, walked to the door, and said "I think you're pregnant with yer mood changing at the drop of a hat" and went on upstairs...

This morning he came into the kitchen and was like "do you want a cup of tea?" I just said "No thank you" and walked out n up the stairs to get dressed for work.. Very proud of how calmly I handled the whole thing

That is a lot of money for the car - is it worth fixing? Mine wouldn't be worth fixing at that price haha!

Jaysus, he wouldn't wanna meet me then - I'm the most negative person in the world! Sounds like he's making arguments outta basically nothing? He must've just been in a terrible mood.
You were right to walk away from it so calmly - well done you. I'd be storming around if it was me lol - I'm like Godzilla sometimes!!

 

[Dubchick81]

That is a lot of money for the car - is it worth fixing? Mine wouldn't be worth fixing at that price haha!

Jaysus, he wouldn't wanna meet me then - I'm the most negative person in the world! Sounds like he's making arguments outta basically nothing? He must've just been in a terrible mood.
You were right to walk away from it so calmly - well done you. I'd be storming around if it was me lol - I'm like Godzilla sometimes!!

See he's even more pee'd off coz he hasn't got it that long.. And its had the problem since he bought it.. he just assumed it was nothing as it was running fine.. So it was mainly coz he'd been royally ripped!! Which I can understand.. but I didn't rip him off so take it out on something else... d*ckh3ad!!

I'm not always so calm Sarah believe me.. I am surprised I was so calm last night.. Usually I've have got so worked up if I didn't roar back I'd have ended up in tears for being so angry... But I was like.. ah.. I don't care.. I'm not ar5ed arguing today.. lol The house is working wonders.. lol

Ah Sarah HE is THE most negative person I have ever met.. Seriously he can see the good in nothing.. And because I always point out how negative he is, is why he said that to me yesterday.. Coz it really gets to him when I say it to him..
But I know I'm not a negative person so it doesn't have the same affect.. He was looking for a reaction and coz that gets one from him he tried it...

And.. ha ha ha ha.. In yer face jono.. he had to ring me for a lift to collect him car this evening.. bet that killed him.. ha ha ha... I'm such a b1tch being so happy about that but I really am Made my day that did..

Anything nice planned for dinner today? I'm sure you've seen what i'm having on my page, but I'll tell you anyway coz i'm so looking forward to it.. I'm having chicken breast stuffed with philly and wrapped in bacon.. with SW chips and side salad.. So excited

 

[azwethinkweiz]

See he's even more pee'd off coz he hasn't got it that long.. And its had the problem since he bought it.. he just assumed it was nothing as it was running fine.. So it was mainly coz he'd been royally ripped!! Which I can understand.. but I didn't rip him off so take it out on something else... d*ckh3ad!!

I'm not always so calm Sarah believe me.. I am surprised I was so calm last night.. Usually I've have got so worked up if I didn't roar back I'd have ended up in tears for being so angry... But I was like.. ah.. I don't care.. I'm not ar5ed arguing today.. lol The house is working wonders.. lol

Ah Sarah HE is THE most negative person I have ever met.. Seriously he can see the good in nothing.. And because I always point out how negative he is, is why he said that to me yesterday.. Coz it really gets to him when I say it to him..
But I know I'm not a negative person so it doesn't have the same affect.. He was looking for a reaction and coz that gets one from him he tried it...

And.. ha ha ha ha.. In yer face jono.. he had to ring me for a lift to collect him car this evening.. bet that killed him.. ha ha ha... I'm such a b1tch being so happy about that but I really am Made my day that did..

Anything nice planned for dinner today? I'm sure you've seen what i'm having on my page, but I'll tell you anyway coz i'm so looking forward to it.. I'm having chicken breast stuffed with philly and wrapped in bacon.. with SW chips and side salad.. So excited

Jaaaysus, it ain't your fault his car ended up being a money pit lol!! Sometimes people just love to rant to anyone that's around, that's the problem.

Bet you were nice and polite on the phone to him even though you could've told him to feck off... You've the patience of a saint I tell ya!! He better know how lucky he is

Did ya's get back to normal this evening then? Give him a good clip round the ear for his negativity... I'm having mine "worked" on at the moment - me wants positive positive positive vibes so you tell him to bring his negativity awaaaaay from you

My chicken pancetta was nice, the fillets were a bit measly to be honest though... How did yours turn out? Had some broccoli and mange tout and potatoes too. A good day all in all (for once, eh? ) xxx

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[azwethinkweiz]

Thought I should post my diary for once...

Thursday 5th July

Brekkie:
Milk -2pp
Cereal, 30g -3pp

Lunch:
Toasted WW bagel with a lil chicken n scrapings of cheese - 6pp
Tayto snax -2pp

Dinner:
Chicken fillet wrapped in a slice of pancetta, stuffed with tsp. Low low black pepper cheese -6pp
Potatoes, boiled -4pp
Broccoli -0pp
Mange tout -0pp

Snacks:
2 dairy milk chunks -2pp?
Banana -0pp
1 piece fudge -2pp

Activity:
3 mile jog (3AP) + 1 mile brisk walk (1AP)

So I used 27pp today. Over by just 1pp which is a miracle day for me lol My legs are knackered with all the running, rest day tomorrow and WI in the morning

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[CarlyLanky140]

Only 1pp over WOOP!

Glad u sorted Sean out petal xx

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Thanks Carly

WI: just a quarter of a lb off lol... I'm happy with that though considering I had an awful weekend of eating and thought I would gain! x

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[Dubchick81]

Jaaaysus, it ain't your fault his car ended up being a money pit lol!! Sometimes people just love to rant to anyone that's around, that's the problem.

Bet you were nice and polite on the phone to him even though you could've told him to feck off... You've the patience of a saint I tell ya!! He better know how lucky he is

Did ya's get back to normal this evening then? Give him a good clip round the ear for his negativity... I'm having mine "worked" on at the moment - me wants positive positive positive vibes so you tell him to bring his negativity awaaaaay from you

My chicken pancetta was nice, the fillets were a bit measly to be honest though... How did yours turn out? Had some broccoli and mange tout and potatoes too. A good day all in all (for once, eh? ) xxx

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Hi hun.. Well I was polite but not chatty..He tried to be chatty but I was like "yea. no. dunno" Then he got in the car n tried to give me a kiss hello (which he never does normally with me askin!) But again I was polite if he asked a question but frosty IYKWIM.. Then i dropped him to get his car n he said "right. see ya at home" I told him I wasn't going straight home. I needed time to myself for a while. He asked why n I said "As if you need to ask!"

Then came home to him trying to cook my dinner.. Was too funny not to give in.. He had pulled EVERYTHING out of EVERY press and was standing in the middle of the kitchen looking half pleased with himself and half terrified.. ha ha

Thanks Carly

WI: just a quarter of a lb off lol... I'm happy with that though considering I had an awful weekend of eating and thought I would gain! x

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Well done.. Told you there wouldn't be a gain.. WTG

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Hi hun.. Well I was polite but not chatty..He tried to be chatty but I was like "yea. no. dunno" Then he got in the car n tried to give me a kiss hello (which he never does normally with me askin!) But again I was polite if he asked a question but frosty IYKWIM.. Then i dropped him to get his car n he said "right. see ya at home" I told him I wasn't going straight home. I needed time to myself for a while. He asked why n I said "As if you need to ask!"

Then came home to him trying to cook my dinner.. Was too funny not to give in.. He had pulled EVERYTHING out of EVERY press and was standing in the middle of the kitchen looking half pleased with himself and half terrified.. ha ha

Well done.. Told you there wouldn't be a gain.. WTG

Hahaha... That's so funny! He was all lost in the kitchen. Fair fecks to him for making the effort to make it up to you. Bet you went all softy then xx

I have _no_ idea how I didn't gain. I overate like crazy and yesterday was my only really good day!! You must be psychic xx

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[Dubchick81]

Hahaha... That's so funny! He was all lost in the kitchen. Fair fecks to him for making the effort to make it up to you. Bet you went all softy then xx

I have _no_ idea how I didn't gain. I overate like crazy and yesterday was my only really good day!! You must be psychic xx

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Yea I kinda did TBH.. He was so cute standing there.. I could see he was thinking "oh sh!t she's gona lose it.. this was me tryna make things right" (I'm a bit of a Monica from Friends in the kitchen)
I just stood there laughing and eventually said "Ahh... God loves a tryer!"
It was very funny...

I'd say now you're back into the routine of working and the running club has kick started your metabolism hense you being able get away with more.. Just think, you have a 100% week this week.. imagine that loss.. You'll shed those final THREE lbs no bother... (OMG Just looked up at yer tracker and you are SOOOO close!! Fair play hunnie.. I'm chuffed for ya)

 

[Mrsm79]

Ralph thinks that if he's cooking it gives him the right to turn into Gordon Ramsey, he swears and makes a right mess but to be honest his meals are never very nice either. Oh well at least the intentions there.

 

[Dubchick81]

Ralph thinks that if he's cooking it gives him the right to turn into Gordon Ramsey, he swears and makes a right mess but to be honest his meals are never very nice either. Oh well at least the intentions there.

Ha ha.. I think Jonathan may turn out to be like this.. He was using the biggest knife we have to cut up the potato!! lol
Ah bless them.. At least they try eh?

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Hahaha I can just see him cutting a potato with a massive knife LOL! It's very funny how silly they can be about kitchen stuff

Yeah 3lbs to goal now. I'm still not happy though so I'm aiming for another 6lb off after that I think. Then I'm worried I'll never be happy...

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[Dubchick81]

Hahaha I can just see him cutting a potato with a massive knife LOL! It's very funny how silly they can be about kitchen stuff

Yeah 3lbs to goal now. I'm still not happy though so I'm aiming for another 6lb off after that I think. Then I'm worried I'll never be happy...

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I think that way too sometimes Sarah if I'm honest.. I mean.. When I started I thought if I lost 2 stone I'd be somewhat happier in myself.. yet here I am and I'm just as unhappy, if not more, than I was when I started..
I think its very disheartening for me that after all the weight gone, I still fit the majority of my old clothes.. Some more loose than others but fit nonetheless.. So my high end healthy weight is just over 1 stone away and i'm thinking... How can I be "happy" then if after 2 stone i'm still as unhappy??!!!

When i'm saying i'm unhappy, its just with my weight.. not life in general.. Just fyi

 

[Wishbird007]

Hi hun
You sound like ur doing well.
Howz the job hunt? X

 

[azwethinkweiz]

I think that way too sometimes Sarah if I'm honest.. I mean.. When I started I thought if I lost 2 stone I'd be somewhat happier in myself.. yet here I am and I'm just as unhappy, if not more, than I was when I started..
I think its very disheartening for me that after all the weight gone, I still fit the majority of my old clothes.. Some more loose than others but fit nonetheless.. So my high end healthy weight is just over 1 stone away and i'm thinking... How can I be "happy" then if after 2 stone i'm still as unhappy??!!!

When i'm saying i'm unhappy, its just with my weight.. not life in general.. Just fyi

I thought I'd be happy just to fit in size 12 jeans again, yet here I am still bullying myself about how I look. I swear we'll never be happy at this rate
I'm unhappy with life in general... Weight is part of the problem though. X

Hi hun
You sound like ur doing well.
Howz the job hunt? X

You actually caught me on a terrible day. I haven't slept in a couple days and things just went wrong for me today. There were tears and tantrums. The job hunt is slow and unsuccessful so far
How are you love? X

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[Wishbird007]

I thought I'd be happy just to fit in size 12 jeans again, yet here I am still bullying myself about how I look. I swear we'll never be happy at this rate
I'm unhappy with life in general... Weight is part of the problem though. X

You actually caught me on a terrible day. I haven't slept in a couple days and things just went wrong for me today. There were tears and tantrums. The job hunt is slow and unsuccessful so far
How are you love? X

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Aw sorry to hear u having bad time hunni x
A job will come up soon am sure x
I'm ok, bloated n fed up today, got pain again. Stopped taking provera Thursday n gona have an pill implant next wk c if that helps instead x as I had too many side effects with PV x

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Aw sorry to hear u having bad time hunni x
A job will come up soon am sure x
I'm ok, bloated n fed up today, got pain again. Stopped taking provera Thursday n gona have an pill implant next wk c if that helps instead x as I had too many side effects with PV x

Just had a total meltdown, that's all. I'm ok now. Friday was just a terrible day & things got worse and worse until I snapped. I went to my sisters, took a xanax & had a good long sleep & felt a bit better in the morning.

Ugh... At least you can stop the provera now - you've been wanting to stop it for a while! Hopefully the implant will be ok and you won't get those nasty side effects... I've never had it, I'm just on Microlite pill myself at the mo (not that I really need it seeing as I'm single lol). You got the post holiday blues? I always get sad after a holiday because it's over for another year x

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[azwethinkweiz]

Why do I eat so much at the weekend lol? Friday I had a chicken burger for _lunch_ and then meatballs and pasta for dinner and some chocolate. Saturday I had a bacon sarnie for breakfast & green thai curry for dinner... Had an ice cream while I was out and about too.
Then today I'm bringing my brother to see spiderman (so I'll have a small popcorn at that) & I told him I'd bring him to nandos (we've never tried it). I'll make good choices though, there are some low pp things from what I've looked up. Needless to say, all my weeklies are gone after today lol

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