Boofaloo, I'm sorry to hear that you are finding it tough today.
All I can say is that this diet is a process and that every little helps.
I am really worried about your perception of how things are going for yourself
If you weren't trying to diet then what would be happening
Be good to yourself and be kind to yourself. Every occasion that you don't turn to food is a victory if you could only see it that way. All these victorys in the little battles gradually start to add up to win you the war but you need to win the battles first.
I hope you can find some way of remembering to acknowledge all your achievements along the way and know that if you hadn't tried wouldn't have got this far.
My impressions of you from your posts are that you are putting a great deal of pressure on yourself. I used to be like that too but have learnt to relax a bit. It means that I am not so stressed and het up which are 2 of my triggers to make me turn to food. By reducing the triggers I am doing better too.
If I could wave my magic wand for you I would because you have been areal inspiration to me over the month and I'm very grateful to you for that.
I'm wishing you all the best for getting to the place where you can feel calm and relaxed about your progress because I know this will help you in the long term.
BIG HUGS TO YOU AND CHARLIE XX