Born obese , Tomorrow is my New Dawn

[mariavon]

Well done on the fab loss hun. Sorry t hear about your knee but hopefully they will be able to do more for it at the next op.

Thanks pp,
Yes let's hope so
Hope your well hun xx

 

[mariavon]

Back on plan today
Day off today very strange having Sunday Monday off , I'm so mixed up with my days now as I slways have Wednesday , Thursday off ,

Omg the house is freezing the boiler broke a few weeks ago we had heating but no hot water that was fixed but 2 days later the heating went off , plumber came back out said boiler gone now , so for 2 weeks we have had no heating , he can't come till Thursday the temp in the house days 9', it is soooo cold , I've put my hair dryer on to try and warm up ,

 

[cloudy6]

Eek, you'll have to keep moving to keep warm!! Extra body magic though plenty of good hot soup needed too xx

 

[mariavon]

Eek, you'll have to keep moving to keep warm!! Extra body magic though plenty of good hot soup needed too xx

Yea I'm having soup for tea ,

 

[mariavon]

Decided on butternut squash soup , not had it in ages xxx

 

[Kay003]

Evening sis , hope you had another fab on plan day and enjoyed your soup lovely xx

 

[mariavon]

Evening sis , hope you had another fab on plan day and enjoyed your soup lovely xx

It's been a good day sis xxx
Went for a walk this afternoon 4 1/2 mile

 

[cloudy6]

Decided on butternut squash soup , not had it in ages xxx

Ooh my favourite, enjoy it. Oh and just seen that you had a nice long walk, good on you. I was planning to but didn't actually get out there today, must tomorrow xx

 

[Kay003]

Evening sis , hope your doing well hun xx

 

[mariavon]

Evening sis , hope your doing well hun xx

Hi hun
Just been on your diary
Gym sounds great
I'm ok ,
Going to bed as I'm freezing , plumber comes Thursday , thank god xxx

 

[mariavon]

Hi just a quick post ,
All going well this week , water intake still good trying 2.5 to 3L a day ,

Hopefully will have heating tomorrow

 

[xsugarfairyx]

Glad it's going well yay to having heating soon xx

 

[Poppet12]

Fingers crossed for you von it must be Baltic! X

 

[mariavon]

Yea heating tomorrow

Oh why do I speak too soon ?
Said easier it going well this week , it was till I called at poundland on way home and bought some crisps and chocolate , WHY FFS
I'm not going to use it as an excuse to Write the week off , like I usually do ,
I'm fully intending to put it out of my mind not dwell on it and be 100% on plan tomorrow,

I really want to get some of the gain off before my op, even that doesn't seem enough to get me on the right track , I'm so annoyed and dissapointed in myself, I know it's totm so I'm thinking that prob had something to do with it , but I need to be stronger I can't keep using everything as a reason and excuse to fall off plan,
I just want to cry ,
Get yourself sorted Von , what the hell is wrong with you ?
Sorry if I sound a total head case ,
I really feel lost at the moment

 

[xsugarfairyx]

You don't sound like one at all von we all have blips I know you will get back on it you always do. Dunno what to say. I'm not good with words. Sending you big hugs xx

 

[mariavon]

You don't sound like one at all von we all have blips I know you will get back on it you always do. Dunno what to say. I'm not good with words. Sending you big hugs xx

Thanks cheryl
I need hugs I'm sat In my room crying ,

 

[Poppet12]

Oh no don't cry :-( tomorrow is a new day! Totm isn't an excuse, its a condition ;-)
In the long term, it doesn't ruin anything if you don't let it. Like you said, back on plan 100% tomorrow and forget about it. Push through the weekend and you can still get a loss on Monday! X

 

[mariavon]

Think I'm going to bed ,
It's not helping coz I last saw chan Saturday and I won't see him till next Friday , I miss him already don't know how I can last another week till I see him , but then I'm off fri and sat as days off then Sunday starts a weeks hol so il be with him for the week, but it seems ages away,

Anyway night night
Tomorrow has to be better xxxx

 

[mariavon]

Oh no don't cry :-( tomorrow is a new day! Totm isn't an excuse, its a condition ;-) In the long term, it doesn't ruin anything if you don't let it. Like you said, back on plan 100% tomorrow and forget about it. Push through the weekend and you can still get a loss on Monday! X

Thanks Rosie
That's the way I'm trying to think ,
I'm determined not to let a bad evening ruin the rest of the week

 

[xsugarfairyx]

Oh no hope you feel a bit better after a sleep know how it feels to live apart as I did it for a while too. Good night xx