Bostik's Finally Doing It :)

[elm]

Just seen myself in a video from the party last night on Facebook. Man ive lost so much weight lol. Watched it like 4 times to make sure lol

This made me very happy for you.

 

[Legomom]

One eye is -12, other -9. Cos its that low im classed as critical so I get my eye test for free. And a whopping £13 off my glasses. Its ridiculous cos if i don't get them made thinner id have ridiculously thick lenses.

Im terrified to use contacts. Don't trust myself with poking things into my eyes lol.

The major design flaw of contacts is that your virtually blind when you do the poking bit..........

 

[Bostik]

Thank you elm

Haha legomom. I still am very cautious when putting on mascara and thats just on my lashes. Needed a tiny hand mirror right close to my eye to see when im putting it on too. Don't think id do well with contacts

 

[Squeezyweezy]

My eyes aren't that bad but everytime I go for an eye test they are progressivley worse!
I also get so annoyed at the price of glasses. They are a bloody neccessity, not a fashion item, why are they so expensive?? Grrrrrrr!
I love my contacts, never thought I would manage them, but I do and couldn't be without them now. Maybe think about it hun, believe me, once you get over the initial yuckiness of it all, you won't look back.

Love, love, love the video situation. Maybe now you will realise just how frickin awesome you are!!!

 

[Bostik]

I saw i was tagged in a video. Thought oh god bet i still look huge. Saw myself and was shocked. Im tiny compared to before. Was like wow lol.

 

[Squeezyweezy]

^^^^^^^^^likelikelike^^^^^^^^^^

 

[Caz]

Agreed, likelikelike! You've lost LOADS of weight, of course you look tiny! I'm sure you're looking fantastic. Hope you've had a good weekend

 

[Bostik]

So tired. Been sleeping since i got back from work. Still so tired. Two days off from Tuesday Me and max are pretty much okay now i think. Dunno how that sorted out lol. Been ridiculously off track with food. Hopefully back on it tomorrow

 

[Caz]

Glad things with you and Max are better now, can imagine that's taken a weight off your mind. Enjoy your 2 days off and hope you've managed to get back on track!

 

[Bostik]

Still not on track but not too worried. Got a job on a pilot to get people to access help more for mental health issues. Its only a pilot so initially only 6 sessions, but if it goes well, it'll hopefully go on longer

 

[Squeezyweezy]

Hope your OK hun?

 

[Bostik]

Hey guys. Been eating crap and all the rest of it. My cousin passed away. Only 29. My aunt is a wreck. She was like a child at the funeral. Just kept repeating mummy mummy mummy. Gonna go again tonight. Was so hard being there cos last time i went to nuneaton for a funeral it was my dads.

Wanna get back on the wagon though. Hopefully this week

 

[Shazzabir]

Oh Bostik I'm so sorry. Must be so upsetting for u. your cousin was so young, must have been a huge shock.
Big hugs x

 

[Squeezyweezy]

So sorry Bostik. So difficult loosing anybody, but when they are so young it's much harder. Lot's of love and hugs like Shaz said. You know where we are if you need a chat

 

[Bostik]

Thanks girls. Went again today as grans back from India tonight. As soon as my aunt seen her she went back to her child like state. Its so sad

 

[Caz]

Aww no, that's terrible news. I can't even imagine how difficult it must be to have to bury your child, it's just not meant to happen is it. I know that you'll be trying to be strong for your aunt and everyone else because that's just the kind of person that you are but just remember to look after yourself too, we're all here if you need us.

 

[dd82]

Sorry Jon thought to you an your family

 

[dd82]

Sorry should read sorry hon thoughts to you and your family

 

[Bostik]

Thanks both of you. Yeah, its hit me harder than i thought. Mostly cos its bringing back my dads funeral and stuff a lot. Its so hard for my aunt though. He has been ill since he was two. Arthritis. And a thing in him where his blood was making poison in his body. And she knows at least he's not suffering now. But its still hard to let go.

Hope you guys are all well

 

[Squeezyweezy]

It's bound to remind you of things hun, but you are strong, I know you can get through this chick.