Bostik's Finally Doing It :)

Yeah. Dunno. Feeling pretty not good right now. Very insecure too for some reason. I know im taking it out on max a bit too which i hate. Sometimes i wish he could just read my mind so i didn't have to tell him stuff. Think ill get my hair cut this week. Maybe a bob and full fringe. Not sure.
 
A change is as good as a rest hun, so the haircut sounds like a great idea.

I'm so sorry you are really going through it at the moment, just know that you can PM me anytime if you want to. Sometimes typing it all out can be so therapeutic. Take care hun :) xxx
 
Thanks hun x
 
Hope your doing ok Bostik x
 
We miss you!
 
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Where've you gone :(
 
Hello beautiful people :)

I am ready to get out the 170s now! Been eating pasty upon pasty recently. Then i rang my doctor yesterday and he asked my height and weight as they didn't have it on record. Well eating pasties all the time makes you think you're definitely putting on weight. So i told him 172. And decided i need to get back on track.

Went shopping last night. Thought right start on Saturday. And don't weigh til Sunday at least. Then some of the gain will be gone. Ended up weighing this morning as curiosity got the better of me. 171.6!! Not an ounce gained! Exactly the same as the last time i weighed in.

Staying on track this time guys :)
 
Thanks hun. Right plan for today

Fruit salad i made for breakfast. Half a tub of cheese pasta salad and some more fruit salad for lunch. Tea and weight watchers cookies for a snack. Whatever dinner mums making. And a snack after dinner if im hungry.

I was just thinking. I definitely have excess skin. That must be weighing something too? Like if i had it removed i would definitely be a few pounds less. Its strange.
 
So pleased your back Bostik!!!!!! :)

You CAN do this!! :)
 
The NHS just don't want to know about excess skin. I have some already and I am NOWHERE near goal, but my doctor said the NHS won't do anything. I know it's my fault I got fat in the first place but surely loosing a massive amount of weight, on your own with no surgical help is something to be celebrated and congratulated. Instead we are told to find the 7 grand ourselves to have all the skin removed! Sometimes I wonder why I'm bothering, I don't know whats worse, being fat or having 2 stone of loose, saggy excess skin?

Sorry for the rant! :)
 
Really? Never spoke to a doctor about it before. Would be terrified to have it done lol. But it does seem unfair. Im sure people have had boob jobs and stuff saying its making them depressed and stuff. Also a lot of excess skin can cause infections apparently.
 
So glad you're back!

You can have the excess skin removed but it's difficult to get it done and it really depends on your PCT. But they usually won't do it until you've hit goal AND maintained for a year. Otherwise, in their mind, they could spend that money doing something that's generally pretty cosmetic and then you go right back to how you were before, wasting their money. It's understandable I guess, annoying but understandable. So it's worth asking about it but it is more difficult to get done unless it's that bad that it causes problems like infections and stuff.

Have every faith in you to get back on track, welcome back!
 
Im gonna finish it this time. Im so close. Wanted to be close to goal by now but that obviously didn't work out lol. And not putting on anything over the last few months has me thinking overall im eating around maintenance. So ill be fine when i get to goal. Just need to get there now!
 
Just think of the last few months as practice!
 
Lol not practise!! Need to stay away from damn bakeries!
 
It really is good to have you back! That's great to know you can maintain your weight, sometimes that's the hardest part :)
 
Yeah definitely happy about that :)

Today has been on track so far :) just gotta keep it up now!
 
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