ButtErFlies-In It To Win It

Thanks Claira, Yep can't wait to weigh 100 and something lbs a bit better than I weigh 300 lbs :eek: lol. Roll on slimville :D

Contrary, nice to hear from you. Who's the new man -do tell ;)

Hope your all well today, I am so blimmin cold at the moment I feel like an ice cube.
 
I am going xmas shopping today for the kids but I am also going to have a look at a dress for Xmas. It's going to be a bit difficult when it comes to actually buying one as I don't know what size I will be come Xmas week but if I leave it that long they won't have any. I suppose I will just have to guesstimate it and hope for the best. I can't wait to get all dressed up this year and actually feel good.
 
Hi everyone..

So long since I have been on here, so much has happened.. not sure where to start.. Moved end of June, went away end of July, came off CD then, as stomache seemed to be upset for 2 weeks before that, so thought I needed a break from the shakes etc.. and didn't do too well. My daughter lost her baby,as I was away on hols.. was due beg of January, so that was an awful time for her.

Work has been busy and stressful.. then had a problem with my hip, had physio, which didn't work and then had a steroid injection last week, but ended up collapsing straight after, heart stopped, no pulse.. Shook the life out of me and the Doc's and Physio doing the injection.

Off for a weekend away on Saturday to Tenerife with my BF, looking forward to it big time, but need to get back on track when I get back. Put back all of the weight I lost and feel blooming annoyed with myself for it. Can't exercise at the moment, apart from sit ups and arm exercises, so its something that will help I suppose. Have booked an appt with a new CDC for when I get back on Wednesday, to start the ball rolling again..

Hope everyone is well and thanks all for the messages, was good to see them when I got back on here a while an hour ago. Haven't caught up with everything,as there has been so many posts and you have all lost soooo much, I am so proud of you all.

Hope its ok, to come back?? Love Nikki x
 
Hi Nikki, nice to have you back hun and of course you are welcome back you are always a butterfly. Sorry to hear about the probs you have been going through and OMG about you collapsing, that must have been terrifying. I hope you are feeling better now and things get back on track for you soon. That is so sad about your Daughter losing the baby, what an awful time for her and you. Enjoy your weekend with BF and look forward to you being back on here with us. You will get the weight off again in no time. Big hugs Nikki xx.
 
hi nikki lovely to have you back. you will get it off again in no time. i gained 1 1/2 stone back in 2 1/2 months off plan. so i know how you feel. enjoy your week away then good luck with your restart. im sorry about your daughter. i lost 3 its not easy is it.xx
well im on day 3 and home now. but alls gone tits up again. its not me and matt, its just other stuff. and ive had a little cry and now is the time that i comfort myself. i seem to have lost 4lb since saturday. so dont want to spoil it. had 2nd soup about 4pm. but i want something. i am thinking of having some tuna and cucumber and maybe a couple of pickled onions a slice of cheese and red cabbage. i know i really shouldnt have the onions and cheese but if i dont i may end up having cheese on toast which is really bad. ow i dont know. sorry i needed to think outloud and matts fed up with saying i will i wont i will i wont ..... lol
have a good night girls, i'll be around on and off till 8. then of to bed to watch teeth.. horror and get an early night. xxx
 
Welcome back Nikki! I am so glad you are back again, I really missed you! I am so sorry to hear about your health problems and about your daughter, it is the worst. Hope you are both feeling better soon.

I have also gained A LOT of the weight back on. I have been really struggling the last month or so. I try and try to get back on track, but fail every day (every evening to be honest). I guess I have too much other things going on, and I don't prioritize this enough. Ah, enough of the excuses :D.
 
hi girls type www.freshfoodimages.com go to image search, look at 120 pics per page. type woman into search and there are the pictures that i modeled for back in august. you can also type in overweight in the search, they are nearly all me but not all the pics. lol
hope you like. but be warned all photos show food xx
 
Claira, have you tried starting higher up the plan like on the 1000 plan and then coming down until your at ss+. Maybe if you had more of a choice but still limited it would ease you back into it but still restrict you but not so severe-does that make sense? Big hugs-don't torment yourself xx.
 
i cant be trusted, zoe, if i tried 810 id cheat or 1000 id cheat, my head has to be right, also i havre to be on goal with my targets, i must loose 4lb a week. i will explain why soon. the thing is i know i can do it. im just struggling,will start seeing a councellor soon. not cambridge a real one for looking at my brain lol. hopefully that will help but thanks zoe, i apprettiate the help and thoughts xxx
 
Thank you for the message Nikki and so sorry to hear your news and your health problems, hope you are ok and have a lovely break, you need it, good luck with the restart and speak soon xxx

Hey lovely butterflies hope you are all well
 
You look great in the pictures Claira! So the pictures can be used in adds and stuff? Do you know when they are being used?
 
hi asa, yeah other companies buy them off of them, and can be used anywhere. it was great fun, and i really like some of them xx
 
What pics are they-I am being nosy lol. Like your new pic Claira xx
 
hi girls type www.freshfoodimages.com go to image search, look at 120 pics per page. type woman into search and there are the pictures that i modeled for back in august. you can also type in overweight in the search, they are nearly all me but not all the pics. lol
hope you like. but be warned all photos show food xx


this was the post, zoe. remember a while back i did them at my sisters, it was loads of fun xx
 
Morning all,

I love the pics Claira and a couple of them are perfect for home piccies - you look so clear and happy and healthy :)

I'm on day two of my new diet. Is it okay if I stay with you guys and bore your rigid until I've settled into it? Feels a bit lonely as there isn't a forum for it!

Day 1 went really really well. Started the day with granola, berries and yoghurt (tiny portions) and pea and pancetta soup for lunch, which to amazement tasted great (I hate soup!).

Had major munchies about 3 hours afterwards so had my treat (you have one of these every other day) and my snack together.

Interestingly found that eating again raised all those old urges for me:cry:which may well explain my dedication to white toast when I took that break from cambridge. So maybe this diet might be a good one to ease me back into food whilst hopefully not piling it straight back on. Just couldnt stand the lack of taste on the higher plans of CD.

Dinner was chicken chasseur with green beans and had it with new man! He's on day 7 and has lost his first stone (bah to men!!!). It's so lovely to see his excitement!

For dessert lots of snogging to burn calories.

Day 2 is looking good so far. Hopped on scales (I know!!) and 2lbs down. I was worried I wouldn't lose on anything other than cambridge so big relief. This might just work for me...

Have a great day guys... xxx
 
Hi Girls

Thanks Zoe, Asa, Witchy, and and Claira. So looking forward to tomorrow. Was supposed to be on an NVQ study day today, but hey ho.. am to excited, so have been cleaning and packing.. Got my euro's and can't wait.

Claira, you've done so well, your stats look brill..good luck with yours too xxx.

Contrary.. not read all posts, but your new diet sounds good and 2lb loss already? Wowww.. x

I looked at everyones profile and saw so much weight loss, it was fab.. but also felt that I was so behind everyone, and would I feel that coming back too.. but hey.. I'm glad I came back on.

Have booked to see CDC on Wed, so its all systems go.. have few eves out planned and will prob be more focussed after xmas, but if I don't sart now, then i'll carry on gaining it.

Thanks for the warm welcome back buterflies.. Asa, come on girl, you can get back to it, if I can, lol.. xxx
 
I see them Claira, very nice pics xx
 
Hi Butterflies,
Sorry not been on for a wee while but been pizza hutting, indianing, etc! I've gained 3lb and am now 11st 6lb. Why oh why is it so hard to stick to a diet, any diet? This diet Chef is delicious food, it fills me up but I just can't stick to it. Sometimes I get so disgusted with myself!

Anyway, great losses on here folks. Great to have you back Nikki. Sorry about your daughter. That must be very hard for you to watch her hurt like that too. Good you are back on diet though.
Contrary your diet sounds like mine - I just wish I could stick to mine. My son lost 7lb in a week on it. He needs to lose another 7lb but he's out working now as a greenkeeper so it should come off with that. Great about the new relationship, I hope it works out.
Witchy, you're doing great and Zoe. Asa, we will stick together eh? and try to get our motivation back. Claira I'm delighted you're back on CD. I too would like to see a food counsellor as I have a problem with it. I've basically been good for months, not losing much but not gaining and then this week I've gone AWOL big time! Really really binging. I even think Jason's a bit disgusted with me to be honest and he doesn't bother usually but prob quite disgusting for a man to see his wife eat like a pig. Oh I hate it, why do I do it? I'm going for dinner tomorrow to a michelin star restaurant - my sister is treating me as I'd watched Masterchef and went on about it. I won't eat like a pig there though, just enjoy it. Then Monday, I've a school lunch but will need to get back on track on Tuesday.

Hope you all have a good day and behave! xxx
 
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