Bye bye jelly belly and thunder thighs

Didn't get a great nights sleep but the scales were down to 11st 9.75lb which is under 10 which I was really after just hope it stays that way!

Is stock take today at work, so going to be insanely busy I think never actually done one before so will be good to get the experience :)

Need to be a mini domestic goddess before then tho and make pizza sauce base thing and some soup, maybe not sure I can be bothered with that will see also probably need to do washing and get to work by 12 and tidy up the kitchen I made a lot of mess last night I didn't clear up

But mainly I am exhausted and feeling quite apprehensive about work. Not sure which of my managers are in at 12 when I get in, I really like them all so don't mind but wish I knew. The most senior one is a bloke and he is really rubbish at communicating, so will probably be in the dark if is him but he is quite feisty and supportive in a quiet way. Think it is likely there will be a further investigation meeting today with the person at the centre of the issue, which makes me and the other people involved rather apprehensive as she has family members working with us as well which makes it even harder and more stressful.

One more cup of tea on I think the sports relief bake off and domestic goddessing :)
 
Thinking of you today lovely - hope that whichever manager is in, gives you all the support you need to get through this really stressful time. It's so awful when one horrid person makes everyone else's lives a misery :(

Enjoy the Bake Off! I've got that on the Tivo box to watch later xx
 
Sauce is done and kitchen cleaned had 3 Linda McCartney sausages so far for breakfast and made pizza for work. Feeling very apprehensive at mo, considering texting manager I think might be in and hiding someone from my Facebook timeline as she has posted something I think is aimed at me, and even if it isn't she upset me

Have just had application forms for jobs tho so might have a quick look at those
 
Oh bless you Belle. Sounds like keeping your options open with other jobs wouldn't be a bad idea. It's always interesting to see what else is out there. xxx
 
Both are in the uni which is where I studied and they are good to work for I know 2 people who work there. Getting them done before we go away might be tricky will need Ben's help too. Am starting to freak out about going in to work
 
It'll be a busy day with stock take so I'm sure it will fly by for you. I know that feeling of dread and totally empathise. Hopefully you can get the applications sorted and be leaving all the nastiness far behind you very soon. Will be thinking of you xx
 
Hope everything goes Ok today. I hope the issues get sorted soon. Better for you.
Also someone who has kind of had a go about you on Face book. Could actually get into trouble at work I'm sure. X
 
Am 3 hrs in and apart from a major load of heart palpitations and nearly crying I am ok now. She has gone and everyone totally focused on stock take so am just trying to keep calm. I am seriously exhausted tho so not at my best but hopefully I don't need to think too much everyone else can do that!
 
My blood is boiling for you - want to track down this b*tchbag and give her what for, on your behalf! Good plan to focus on the task at hand and look forward to a glass of wine this evening. xxx
 
Ah thank you am becoming a person I don't recognise, I am scared of everything at work at the moment. Am only in til 1 today so only a couple of hrs to go. Had a chat with my manager this morning and explained how irrational I am feeling and have said I might go and sit on a till for a couple of hrs is mind numbing but I can't concentrate while I know she is here.

Wi today scales say 11st 9.5lb this morning so am hoping for a loss tonight but not sure. Going to go home and sleep as so tired. Usually do chores but don't feel like it today
 
Am home, actually hid in the cash office for rest of my shift which is naughty but I never do stuff like that ever so don't feel guilty. Am now re watching first series of Sherlock as want a chill afternoon before wi :) might doze too if I feel like it. And put washing on as seemed like there was loads. Off until 1 tomoro now :)
 
Have you had no joy about getting the problem at work finalised. You shouldn't have to be feeling like this.

Good luck tonight with weigh in x
 
Takes so long. There isn't any actual progress because stock take was yesterday and everyone was late night tonight again. Senior management need to speak to head office. So is all a waiting game. My managers are being great, particularly one they are all being very supportive and kind which is very good. They can see how upset I am and I am not at all like this normally, nothing phases me at all and I just get on with my job. The other person involved is a huge drama queen and is always moaning and crying and stuff.
 
Thank you. Just had a nap as not sleeping well at all. Getting peckish but need to wi in first. No idea what to do for dinner tho was too eager to leave work to think about food! Not been shopping this week been living off sw pizza!
 
I totally know how you feel about work turning you into someone you don't recognise - my last job did that to me. Leaving was the best decision I've ever made. Thinking of you my lovely xxx

Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins
 
Back
Top