Hey, well done for walking to town!!! I hate walking, when I was a child I was made to walk a good 6 miles a day. Yeah, I hate those moments where you see yourself in a full length mirror. Can't wait to not hate those moments!!
Sorry about the hamster, hope your daughter gets over the upset soon. I had to put my grandparents dogs down after they died - it was their wishes and truth be told they probably should have been put down a while before, they were really old and ill. When I phoned the vet to get a price I specifically asked a price for both and they had only quoted me for one so had to pay double the money. It was really expensive, I think nearly 200. This was back in 2006.
Hope you enjoyed your frozen choc velvet! My consultant gave me a tip about making ice lollies with the water flavouring. I haven't felt the need to do that yet, but if we get a summer then i might!!! I made banana mix a mousse yesterday, it was nice but it went a bit wrong so not as nice as it could have been. Yes, I know what you mean about getting those big exante boxes!! I do like the exante bars, shame cambridge ones aren't as big! Or that exante only do 2 flavours!! So far I think my favourite bars are the lemon yoghurt ones and the chocolate orange ones. I eat them so slowly and put such little bits in my mouth, to savour them and make them last a bit longer!!! I eat the mix a mousse and porridge really slowly and drink my shakes slowly lol.
As an adult the lowest size I remember being is a size 14 in clothes and a size 16 in jeans so I have this idea in my head that being in size 14 jeans will really be a landmark moment for me! I keep getting tempted to buy a size 14 jeans now ready for that moment.
Bread has always been a weakness for me, ever since I can remember. I know somebpeople who hardly eat bread and I think what do they eat then, lol! I can happily live on sandwiches. Being on my own as well although I can cook it feels a bit pointless messing all the pots, pans and the kitchen up just for me!!! I think when I start eating again at target I wont know what to eat first, my ideas keep changing! Definitely will have to fit a steak in, some nice sandwiches, a greggs sausage roll and a hot chocolate!! I have been invited to a 40th birthday on 15th December, will definitely enjoy that!!!
Yes sister on exante, I had about 1 and a half boxes of exante left so to save her some money I posted it to her, I did it on a 24hour parcelforce and with the weight, to send it to poole where she lives it cost me 20!!! She is paying me back for the postage, that was the deal! Managed just about to squeeze it all into one box, it was so heavy lugging it around!
I still feel like this is an incredibly long journey and tge end seems so far away, hopefully it will end up seeming quickly. I keep telling myself that 20 weeks left of not eating is nothing and that it takes double that amount of time to have a baby. Quite amazing when you think of it like that!!! I am going to Paris in October, to see my all time favourites Fleetwood Mac. (My 30th birthday present to myself) Couldn't get tickets for the UK. Will feel really strange being in Paris and not eating, sacrilege really but I at least want to try and take my shakes etc with me and stick to it. I am sure I will go to Paris again and then I can make up for it. I don't just want to go and blow my hard work and put myself back. It is hard enough to get through the first week and stick to not eating in the first place, don't ever want to have to put myself through that again. Hey, maybe if I am really lucky I will meet Mr. Right in Paris and live happily ever after there lol!!
Damn those thoughts of bread! Damn tv for showing food all the time as well, on programmes and adverts!!! Everything seems to revolve around food. Where is a cave to go hide in when you want it? Lol!!!