SunshineCass
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Day 140
Quote of the day:
“If you look close enough to the world around you, you might find someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who’s struggling who’s frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling’s a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. We need someone to remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there.”
Okay so that was more of a short story i guess? Either way it’s still amazing. I find that reading some of these short quotes honestly give me an enormous amount of motivation to carry on with this diet. When reading before i didn’t really read in to any of it. Now i’d listen or read something and think “yeah, that’s right!” Kind of sad i know but it helps every now and again.
A very interesting week to say the least. The diet has been some what of a strain to my thoughts. I get moments, for which is my first experience, of where i think why am i bothering? How dare i let myself get so big in the first place? I was disgusted by the thought of it. Yeah i’ve lost alot but i still feel i’m big? Other people notice the loss and i don’t? I think i just get those down days where i need to sort my head and when i get bad news or bad vibes from other people it completely throws me off of track. I’ve felt hungry on the diet this week. I’ve had hunger pangs. I’ve thought about food. I’ve thought about that “one bite”. Something just comes over me. I’ve not once lapsed on this diet, nor do i intend to. We’re all human so i guess at some point i was bound to start having those thoughts.
I don’t know why but my body seems to be aching all over. My arms, legs, chest, everything! At one touch i’m in pain and it’s horrible. Hopefully it will soon sort itself. I’ve had alot of dizziness the past few days too, not sure what that’s down to. Along with back pains.
I’m seriously dying for a sign now that tells me “yes cassie, you are losing weight.” Just to give me a little kick up the bum.
I guess the quote is kind of relating to what i’ve posted to day. Yes we do need a little help sometimes. That’s certainly what we get from the lovely people on this site. So i’d just like to say a big thank you to all you lovely people for making this journey worth it at hard times.
Enjoy your day all.
Cass.xoxo
Quote of the day:
“If you look close enough to the world around you, you might find someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who’s struggling who’s frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling’s a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. We need someone to remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there.”
Okay so that was more of a short story i guess? Either way it’s still amazing. I find that reading some of these short quotes honestly give me an enormous amount of motivation to carry on with this diet. When reading before i didn’t really read in to any of it. Now i’d listen or read something and think “yeah, that’s right!” Kind of sad i know but it helps every now and again.
A very interesting week to say the least. The diet has been some what of a strain to my thoughts. I get moments, for which is my first experience, of where i think why am i bothering? How dare i let myself get so big in the first place? I was disgusted by the thought of it. Yeah i’ve lost alot but i still feel i’m big? Other people notice the loss and i don’t? I think i just get those down days where i need to sort my head and when i get bad news or bad vibes from other people it completely throws me off of track. I’ve felt hungry on the diet this week. I’ve had hunger pangs. I’ve thought about food. I’ve thought about that “one bite”. Something just comes over me. I’ve not once lapsed on this diet, nor do i intend to. We’re all human so i guess at some point i was bound to start having those thoughts.
I don’t know why but my body seems to be aching all over. My arms, legs, chest, everything! At one touch i’m in pain and it’s horrible. Hopefully it will soon sort itself. I’ve had alot of dizziness the past few days too, not sure what that’s down to. Along with back pains.
I’m seriously dying for a sign now that tells me “yes cassie, you are losing weight.” Just to give me a little kick up the bum.
I guess the quote is kind of relating to what i’ve posted to day. Yes we do need a little help sometimes. That’s certainly what we get from the lovely people on this site. So i’d just like to say a big thank you to all you lovely people for making this journey worth it at hard times.
Enjoy your day all.
Cass.xoxo
So I ordered 2 new toffee bars and 1 chicken curry. I absolutely hate the bars in general (old menu) and to be fair the only one I’ve ever tried is the cranberry one and the management one. Both absolutely vile and I found myself hungry by having them. However I thought I’d give this toffee one a shot. Yesterday before my meeting I had been surviving on 2 packs. So when I got in I tried the Chicken curry, which was weird. It was like a Chinese chicken curry but just the sauce? Very spicy and although I couldn’t quite place my finger on why, it was tasty in some way. The toffee bar was however a WHOLE new level. Absolutely delish! Honestly was. It tasted like a mars bar!!! And it was amazing. I took my time over it drank loads of water & I’ve just had my last one today. Yum. Think I’m going to have them as a treat so I’ll get one once a week as I felt really guilty by eating it for some reason? God knows why.
