I love their kitchen, it's beautiful.
Patty everyone knows that I need quiet and sleep and don't sleep well and have nightmares and anxiety attacks and blah blah blah.... It seems no one really cares to be honest
Just fed up of looking after everyone but no one seems to really even consider what's going on with me.
Mum even said to me before "Surely it's better being in work every day?" Wtf?! That's like the complete opposite of what is best for me.
I know I shouldn't complain, but some times it gets a bit too much and it does feel like no one really cares or even gets it. And out of anyone it should be my Mum that understands this. Surely?!
The dogs bark at stuff and you can't do much about it. But my Mum lets them bark for much longer than I do before doing anything about it. And Dave being a terrier barks at everything and nothing and for every reason including and between being happy and sad lol. But, yeah, I stop them barking quite quickly and don't do anything to get Dave excited when I know others are around/in bed.
When Rachelle is here and I'm in work early she'll often text me and say she had no idea when I left and I'm like a ninja! So, you know, I'm quiet and bloody considerate, not much to ask of others really.
I'm absolutely knackered, my anxiety is bad today, and I'm quite painful. Not how I wanted to feel at the start of a long working week. So very glad I swapped to a late shift on Wednesday so I can have a lie-in. I know Mum will wake me up various times between 6am-8:30am, but there shouldn't be anyone else here and I'm not in work till 5pm!
I actually don't really like fruit in my porridge, except banana's and raisins. I sometimes chuck in blueberries, but I eat them first lol. The blackberries and cherries I had today were eaten with the yogurt, not in my porridge. Bluerg
I'm not a big fan of Nestle chocolate, but I do love the off Kit Kat Chunky
And the peanut butter ones are by far the best! But yes, dangerous territory to be in. I can't have peanut butter or chocolate spread in the house because I'd be eating it all the time, probably straight out of the jars! xx