Well - its been a great journey on LL this year.
I started in January - and am now half way throught the final 12 weeks of ROute to Management.
Tomorrow I fly home to California, where my family will see me for the first time, at the lowest weight I have been in over 25 years.
The only time they saw me this size was as I shot through it. They were amaed when they saw me in May - and I have lost a further 5 stone since then.
All tolled - I lost 9.5 stone. 1/2 stone more and I would have lost exactly 1/2 of me.
Its been an amazing journey, full of ups and downs, realisations, and a lot of painful chapters closed.
Now its time to have fun and enjoy life as I should have been these past 25 years.
Below are some photos. First, the dreaded before. The second is my after photo, graciously taken by a photographer our LLC hired to say congrats and thank you. I feel like it her that should be thanked. SHe helped me save my life - as did the support and acceptance of so many here at Minimins.
What a ride! And now - I do have prof, that dreams really do come true. ANd you don;t even halve to go somewhere over a rainbow - can happen right here, right now - with both feet on the ground.
As said, here is, ashamedly, my before - me at my absolute worst, by the look of it one step away from a heart attack - and the absolute lowest time in my life. At this stage, I belive food was a slow form of suicide...it was a dreadful time in my life. Breaks my heart to see how little I thought of myself:
And me now, after reclaiming my life, and my right to health and happiness:
THere is nothing more precious, then being given a second chance at life.
Never again.
xx