Cokes- back to it

Hi rachel. Hope day and dh are improving!;)
Xxx
 
Hope things improved. At 10.30 last night after I'd spent half an hour washing up, tidying kitchen and putting yet more washing on I said I needed a cleaner or a maid. Trev said he didn't need either cos he had me. Took all my strength not to smash the mug I was drying into his face! Men, numptys!
 
Hope things improved. At 10.30 last night after I'd spent half an hour washing up, tidying kitchen and putting yet more washing on I said I needed a cleaner or a maid. Trev said he didn't need either cos he had me. Took all my strength not to smash the mug I was drying into his face! Men, numptys!


I wouldn't blame you for putting mug in his face! We are at a tentative truce with neither having apologised but we did talk/argue about it. I told him he was paranoid and I wouldn't apologise for suposedly laughing at him when I didn't. But I will now hahahahahahaahhahahaahhahahahaahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha!

Anyway. After the arguing my belly got bad again. Think it may be my inflamatory thing again as it can be set off with stress. Pooped so badly it was awful and my stomach was so sore. Eventually I got to the point that I was so hungry and I needed something comforting for my belly. So I did cave and had heinz chicken soup and a tiger paw bread bun :eek: I didn't actually enjoy it but my belly did feel a little more settled afterwards and I got to sleep. I've got ages til I go back to the hospital about this- 1st august I think. Hopefully I can just have a good day chugging water and eating clean &green.

Accepting that the bread bun may well show on the scales on thursday, but if I manage to lose 3lb every other week then thats a nice 1.5 a week really isn't it. I would hate a gain but the damage is done now, so I better get on with it
 
Urgh feel so ill again. I need to get the doggies out. Dare I risk it. More the sickly feeling that the needing to go feeling. Gross i know
 
Yes lets start pouring the water in and put the rest behind us. We did have a cuddle before sleep but he just doesn't think. He thinks bcause I work from home I haven't actually done anything.
 
I'm so ill!!!! I was naughty again. I thought that some mashed potato might help "soak up" what was in my belly. All it did was make the cramps and pain so much worse. I feel mega sick. Dogs will have to wait til John gets home to go out. I did get them out earlier but not very far and I nearly puked in a bush. I gonna have to starve myself for the rest of the day. Given the potato and bread bun yesterday it'll definately be a gain this week, but right now I just want to feel better :cry: Why do I have this stupid thing. I hurt. I'm premenstral too which probably isn't helping.

Is anyone doing anything nice to take my mind off this?
 
OH DARLING :(

nothing majorly nice but did look at a nice engagement ring on saturday :D
 
Oooo this will take my mind off it. Did you get pics? What was it like? I need details!
 
Lol no pics and it was just something to do. white gold 18ct princess cut about 0.5diamond very sparkly :D
 
Like white gold thats what my rings are. Mine need replating mind they look a bit scruffy now. Princess cut is lovely too. I always still look in jewlers windows for other rings. I want a few more engagement and wedding rings. Don't really want the hassle of actually finding another husband or anything (you can tell the romance has completely left me now) but I like the shopping for engagement and wedding items. Especially dresses. I modelled for the shop where I got mine from a few times. My favourite was at the Assembly Rooms as there was just so many dresses. Wouldn't be so keen now due to fatness. Wouldn't even be that keen to try on rings as my fingers are fatter too!

Did you try the ring on?
 
awww bless you cokes...ooh and i saw an amazing dress too (was just passing and i really was just passing but i snook out of pub and took a pic and sent it to Linz lol)
 
Could you post it on here? Go on you know you want to!

Just been on the embarrasing bodies website to take the fat test that they were on about last night. Apparently i have 155lbs of lean mass and i'm 27% fat. Apparently thats good and I'm healthy. Well I don't look or feel very healthy so don't think the test is particularly good :(
 
is that the health checker? im 28% fat :D LOL

just trying to upload pic its taking ages xxx
 
Can't wait for pics :D
 
Yes the health checker where you log in and can do different tests. See no way you have more body fat than me. Test is randomly giving out dodgy numbers to people. I'm sure if Dr Christian saw me he'd be giving me lots of diet advice :(
 
dress and view of scarborough from fire escape :D
 

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