Thanks both! I'm really bad with updating my diary :/ I need to start using this site more, it always motivated me to stay on track before.
I did atkins for a week, well it was more LCHF. I felt GREAT on it. I didn't miss carbs and I was really excited about finding something that worked so well. Then came the gallbladder pains and constipation. I'm a total wuss & have enough health problems to deal with, so I came off it. Since then I've been trying and failing to get back into juddd - most days have been around 900-1000 with a few extreme ups thrown in at the weekend. I've recently realised that I'm mostly dieting all week, so I can drink like a fish at the weekend. I'm losing and gaining the same weight every single week. This has to stop!
I was only at a 2lb gain last friday, but this week its been my OH'S birthday and mine within 2 days of each other. I didn't resrict anything on my birthday. I had kfc for lunch, steak for dinner, cake, chocolate, wine, you get the idea
. I was planning a middle day today, down tomorrow and up sunday, BUT I've just been told we're going on holiday next friday for a week as a birthday gift. It's all incusive (how am I meant to stay in control!?) right on the beach and probably full of skinny girls in bikinis. Most people would be over the moon, but I'm panicking. I've avoided the beach (other than back home in Devon) since my last beach holiday abroad 6 years ago! Most of my summer clothes are still in the UK so I'll have to buy everything new for the holiday. I've been looking online for decent 'swimdress' costumes, sarongs and cover ups - how depressing! I'm really trying to stop worrying so much and just enjoy it. I shouldn't be putting my life on hold until I get to a certain weight in the future. I've always seen getting back to a size 8 as the point I can start doing things again, beach holidays, meeting up with old friends etc, but I need to make the most of whats happening in my life right now, as a size 14.
After the holiday I'll be starting juddd again. It's the only plan in the past few years where I've lost weight every week or maintained. If anyone has any pre holiday dieting tips, please let me know! Although, I'm not sure much progress can be made in one week :/