UPDATE 21st July:
Well I've been absent from here for about 5 weeks because basically I just couldn't focus on following the plan properly. I am now back to the weight I started at in May, which isn't too drastic as I had only lost a few lbs anyway, think I'll be ok at maintaining when I get to Target lol! I feel so fed up - have got all my summer clothes out from last year, and my tops are all ok, and some of my skirts, but there are a few skirts I can't even fasten :cry: and my crop jeans are VERY snug :sigh: so I'm feeling podgy and horrible right now. On top of that my marriage is a bit rocky right now, has been for about a year really (well, for me, he insists he is happy how things are, which I guess is part of the problem!), but it's really starting to get me down now which doesn't help with the emotional eating! But I've really got to try and get motivated in life in general and help myself to feel better, and part of that will be looking good in my clothes again. I don't want to start buying a bigger size :cry:So I am gonna weigh in on a Saturday morning, hoping that will deter me from bingeing when I'm bored and lonely on a Friday night (but will save some weeklies just in case!), then I can have a takeaway Saturday night as I refuse to cook 7 nights a week, and use some of my 'new' weeklies for that lol. Just wanted to put this update on to draw a line under the last 3 months food wise, and feel like I'm doing something positive. I'm feeling so upset and miserable right now, It's got to change! So will be updating again from Saturday. Wish me luck lol!
