Thank you lovely, lovely friends xxx
Is there something in the atmosphere today?...downer Thursday me thinks
My poor boy is laying in my bed with me next to him - this chest infection as really knocked him side-ways....don't matter how big they are they still want their mum. O is not too good either think he's gonna be on the antibiotics next - poor boy slept on the couch while I had his bed last night too...god what a bloody mess!
On a good note S's podiatry check up went well yesterday. No more dressing of the wound and she can resume sports and normal shoes in 2 weeks time.
So I got home had a shower and got into clean pjs and prepared tea and tidied up. I just hope there's no flippin atmosphere when T comes home, what stupid idiots we are!!.
Weigh in tomorrow and you know what I just don't want to go I'm on such a frikken downer this week. It's not about going over on my syns its just how this week has panned out *shrugs*. S is still unwell 3 weeks this has been going on. Found out last night that O has taken out one of those dodgy loans because they're so strapped for cash...it's mental!....aaarrrrrggghghhhhhhhh!.
Anyway here's how the food is going today..
Breakfast: coffees (hexA)
Lunch: quorn burger (0.5 syns) on 2 slices of wholemeal bread from a 400g loaf with laughing cow blue cheese spread (hexA) and ketchup (1 syns)
Dinner: quorn pieces marinated in bbq spices (2 syns) with onions and peppers with wedges and beans with a bread roll (hexB).
I will be glad when this week is over and I can get some control back and get 100% on plan - there's no excuses for taking the hiss out of it and then expecting it to still work and me have a loss. I've still counted my syns, tried to exercise control I suppose and make me see sense but I've gone over by 154 syns. It's not the end of the world but I just don't feel like my head is in it and I feel a bit like El does when she says she needs to step back and have a break but I know if I do that I will gain the stone I've lost - that's me being the typical yo-yo that I am.
Anyway I'm logging out and leaving it for today. Will let you know what the scales say tomorrow. Lets hope there's no more drama and kicking off tonight, really can't be arsed with it.
xxx