I'm not going to give up now
I think I needed a decent loss just to convince myself it was worth continuing. Now I've had one, it'll be enough to keep me going.
Been out the last couple of days. Yesterday just to the big Co-op in the nearest town to get some fruit and meat, then today I've been crazy busy.
First was going out as the carer did this morning to go enrol in college. Mostly sorted, just got the application for money to go through and our plan for support approved (we've come up with the idea of my husband being my support as I need more personal care this year, and he's also able to help me with the subject I'm doing. It will save the college money as they won't have to pay a support worker to stay with me, my husband won't be travelling as much, and I'll have someone providing my care that I trust. Just got to get the college to agree, though I have the support of the autism unit who are arranging things).
Also discussed my Computing project with the head of the autism unit. I'm going to design her a system to make assessments easier
I may not have done any work on my project yet (I was technically meant to work on it over the summer) but I now have a clear idea of what it will be and a vague idea of how to do it. It's worth 40% of my marks this year, and I'm wanting an A (but planning on trying to do enough work for an A* if I can manage it). I'm excited to be going back to college on Monday, and back at the autism unit as well.
After being at the college, I went shopping in the MetroCentre and bought stuff from Primark and played with tablet computers in Currys. Then it was time to go to weigh in and that went well. Our meetings last 90 minutes just because of the amount of people, so I was exhausted by the end of it but it was really good. We've all made little goals to get us through September. Mine are to stop panicking about weight loss, start being a bit more adventurous with food, and continue keeping track of what I'm eating. Once I've finished my food diary for the group, I'll just keep using this diary to keep a track.
Thank you Jackie and Tilly for being so supportive of me. It's really helped me keep going this week