*creeps out from under her rock*
Hi all....
Ive been dreading posting on here as Ive been totally rubbish lately...why cant I just have ONE choccy?? What cant I have ONE good day and not crave crap allll the time????
I put weight on last time I weighed in, and felt so rubbish cos I didnt think Id been THAT bad...I kinda went off the rails afterwards. Ive been eating everything in sight...or so I thought....felt disgusted with myself for being such a pig, so decided to get on the scales this morning to see the damage and hope that it would be a kick up the arse that I desperately needed.... got on and ive LOST!!! cant quite believe it...felt really bloated and jeans werent as loose the last few days...but Ive still lost weight. Im 1lb heavier than my lowest weight this year....*passes out in shock*
Im due on and really thought Id been terrible...we have been eating out loads and I bought choccies to wrap for people but they got opened during an evening of wrapping lol.
Anyway...wanted to say Im still here, just felt ashamed of myself and didnt dare post. Im gonna leave it now til all the nice food has left the building! and as soon as its all gone Im back on it 110% I will weigh in the 1st day and start my charts again from scratch.
Its my big 40 in 2013 and Im determined to be slim and gorgeous for it. Thats my long term goal...ive NEVER had a LBD and I WILL be wearing one for my 40th.
So I hope everyone has a fantabulous Christmas, and gets plenty of mistletoe action
Thank you to all that have supported me this year...and heres to a brighter, and much slimmer US in 2012!!!
Lots of love xxxxx