Hey diary,
Well where do i start???? I went to see the nurse yesterday to discuss my no smoking tactics. My surgery nurse is so lovely but boy did she say the wrong thing to me.
Basically she told me that i will gain weight
. I told her that i should be fine as i am still on cd and also excercising 6 days a week (8 miles running, over 500 situps and 2 hours of boxercise).
She told me that this wouldnt make a difference and i could still gain up to 7lbs as when you stop smoking, your metabolism slows down and your body absorbs food more. I left the surgery in floods of tears :cry:
I couldnt face gaining weight after all of my hard work, id rather smoke
I went to the garage and sat there for 10 minutes debating whether to buy fags or not. I then went into town and ended up buying a copuple of dresses (size 10
) I thought this would cheer me up but it made me worse as i felt that i wouldnt be able to wear the dresses i brought if i gained weight.
Luckily i called my cdc and she was able to fit me in earlier then planned (she is a life saver) She told me the nurse was being a generalist and yes some people will gain a few lbs, some will compensate with food and gain alot, however she cant really say i am going to gain 7lb when she doesnt know how my body works???
She told me to just take each day as it comes, make sure if i do snack, its with fruit or veg, stick to the plan and keep up the water and excercise.
I decided to carry on with the no smoking and am now on day 3
. Its weird as i have smoked for 17 years. I dont remember not smoking. I am on meds called Champix which aparently take the craving away. So far so good as ive not had a craving today
To top it off my blood test results have come back and my thyroids are lower then beofre i starting my medication so i have had to have my meds increased from 25 to 50.
As long as it stops me from feeling tired then i dont mind.