DOING SW FROM HOME???
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Rosielea
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Well done. That is a good loss.
charl_young
Gold Member
Thanks Toni, it's nice to hear its not an unusual thing. Kinda explained more about how I feel when the boys play up, not sure he understands. We'll see I guess.
Well done on the loss
good news. I don't think you can see signatures on phones, just pc. I can't see them when I'm on my phone.
Thanks for the kind words ladies, appreciated xxx
Well done on the loss
good news. I don't think you can see signatures on phones, just pc. I can't see them when I'm on my phone.Thanks for the kind words ladies, appreciated xxx
2 pound down this week has toon me ages to get from 14.5 just been bouncing round it! Now 14.3 had a dew naughty treats over the weekend but not as bad as usual hoping a saturday weigh in will keep me motivated at weekends! Red days seem to help so guna hav a few more! Chicken salad for lunch tomoz and chicken and veg for dinner ( 3 syns for sauces) going to look like a chicken soon!!! X
Laura94B
Gold Member
Aw Charl :\ There's not much I can say other than if the boys are getting too much again, listen to your mum and take her help! As for the boyfriend... Difficult one! Just try and hang in there, do some training like you do with the dog I can totally understand with the whole depression thing, knowing you're going down and everything getting on top of you... I'm with you on that 100%! Lots of hugs sent your way!
Had a terrible weekend. Eaten so much crap constantly that I wouldn't be surprised to see a 7lb gain if I was to weigh myself right now! Found out that my grandad went into hospital early this morning for pneumonia and they're signing DNRs and everyone is going to say goodbye... I've spent the whole day beating myself up that I'm not brave enough to go and see him, but I just can't do it.
Really not looking forward to getting up and getting on with work tomorrow, but at least it'll be something to distract me! xx
I can totally understand with the whole depression thing, knowing you're going down and everything getting on top of you... I'm with you on that 100%! Lots of hugs sent your way!Had a terrible weekend. Eaten so much crap constantly that I wouldn't be surprised to see a 7lb gain if I was to weigh myself right now! Found out that my grandad went into hospital early this morning for pneumonia and they're signing DNRs and everyone is going to say goodbye... I've spent the whole day beating myself up that I'm not brave enough to go and see him, but I just can't do it.
Really not looking forward to getting up and getting on with work tomorrow, but at least it'll be something to distract me! xx
tonianne
Silver Member
Thanks Toni, it's nice to hear its not an unusual thing. Kinda explained more about how I feel when the boys play up, not sure he understands. We'll see I guess.
Well done on the loss
Thanks for the kind words ladies, appreciated xxx
I'm on my laptop :/ how strange! I cant even see my own signature - can you see mine?
tonianne
Silver Member
Aw Charl :\ There's not much I can say other than if the boys are getting too much again, listen to your mum and take her help! As for the boyfriend... Difficult one! Just try and hang in there, do some training like you do with the dog
Had a terrible weekend. Eaten so much crap constantly that I wouldn't be surprised to see a 7lb gain if I was to weigh myself right now! Found out that my grandad went into hospital early this morning for pneumonia and they're signing DNRs and everyone is going to say goodbye... I've spent the whole day beating myself up that I'm not brave enough to go and see him, but I just can't do it.
Really not looking forward to getting up and getting on with work tomorrow, but at least it'll be something to distract me! xx
Its a really difficult decision to make when you're having to choose between going to say goodbye to someone or saying it in your own way. Don't feel pressured to go because you'll only regret it, but at the same time make sure you really wont regret not going. When my Mum died I unfortunately wasnt with her (i was out getting her morphine
) and i couldnt bring myself to go to the funeral home to say a goodbye, although i did see her at home aferwards because she died at home. I don't regret not going to the funeral home, in my eyes my mum wasnt there it was her just her shell. It can be quite horrible seeing someone who is dying and i kind of regret going to see my Nan in the funeral home after she died because thats the lasting memory i have. Sometimes its nicer to remember them the way they were. Just make your own decision hun. Sending you huge hugs at this difficult time xxxxxx
ultrabluedress
Silver Member
Aw Charl :\ There's not much I can say other than if the boys are getting too much again, listen to your mum and take her help! As for the boyfriend... Difficult one! Just try and hang in there, do some training like you do with the dog
Had a terrible weekend. Eaten so much crap constantly that I wouldn't be surprised to see a 7lb gain if I was to weigh myself right now! Found out that my grandad went into hospital early this morning for pneumonia and they're signing DNRs and everyone is going to say goodbye... I've spent the whole day beating myself up that I'm not brave enough to go and see him, but I just can't do it.
Really not looking forward to getting up and getting on with work tomorrow, but at least it'll be something to distract me! xx
Aww Laura you have to do whats right for you and if you feel that you don't want to then thats fine, as toni said it's going to be your last memory of him and you have to do what you are comfortable with.. I don;t think I could cope with the finalty of saying goodbye to someone I love then leaving them knowing there was that possibility of never seeing them again.. just follow your heart honey...
Charl sorry you had a crap weekend, and hope things are better today... I was exactly the same over the weekend and almost had a mini breakdown as you put it, (I suffer from depression too, and know in my heart I should be back on meds) had a panic attack as I was so upset I couldn't breathe, you know the thing... hubs is no help he lectured the kids afterwards blah blah but he was back to normal by Sat night.... glad you've got support from your Mom thats good, I get nothing like that from my Mom at all... when I told her about the upcoming surgery she was Oh well I can't come and help out, it's too cold in November to travel over... (She lives a 20 min bus ride) but she'll be out shoping and whatever, she was exactly the same last time I had surgery infact she was more bothered last time that I wouldn't be inviting her for Christmas dinner
anhyway take her up on her offer and the boys will love being with Nanny.Crap weekend Son was 11 yesterday so too much food although I didn't overdo things I've gained weight again, need to stop kidding myself I'm sticking to plan or almost through the week as I know if I'm honest I'm not and sneaking glasses of wine so time to get things back under control, not going to buy anymore wine... and stick to plan until Friday when it's Brother In Laws 60th meal, then straight back on it Saturday no more lying to myself.
Red day today and back on the lemons to see if they kick start things again.... wondering about looking at green days as I'm getting stuck for lunch ideas on red now it's getting colder
tonianne
Silver Member
Aww Laura you have to do whats right for you and if you feel that you don't want to then thats fine, as toni said it's going to be your last memory of him and you have to do what you are comfortable with.. I don;t think I could cope with the finalty of saying goodbye to someone I love then leaving them knowing there was that possibility of never seeing them again.. just follow your heart honey...
Charl sorry you had a crap weekend, and hope things are better today... I was exactly the same over the weekend and almost had a mini breakdown as you put it, (I suffer from depression too, and know in my heart I should be back on meds) had a panic attack as I was so upset I couldn't breathe, you know the thing... hubs is no help he lectured the kids afterwards blah blah but he was back to normal by Sat night.... glad you've got support from your Mom thats good, I get nothing like that from my Mom at all... when I told her about the upcoming surgery she was Oh well I can't come and help out, it's too cold in November to travel over... (She lives a 20 min bus ride) but she'll be out shoping and whatever, she was exactly the same last time I had surgery infact she was more bothered last time that I wouldn't be inviting her for Christmas dinner
Crap weekend Son was 11 yesterday so too much food although I didn't overdo things I've gained weight again, need to stop kidding myself I'm sticking to plan or almost through the week as I know if I'm honest I'm not and sneaking glasses of wine so time to get things back under control, not going to buy anymore wine... and stick to plan until Friday when it's Brother In Laws 60th meal, then straight back on it Saturday no more lying to myself.
Red day today and back on the lemons to see if they kick start things again.... wondering about looking at green days as I'm getting stuck for lunch ideas on red now it's getting colder
Sorry to hear you had a rubbish weekend too
hope you get back on track this week so you see a loss next week and feel better about things. xx
Laura94B
Gold Member
Thanks guys, I agree with you about the whole ruining my last memory of him. Had a bit of a panic this morning - they took him off all of his medication as it wasn't helping him, and told us he's most probably going to die today - apparently it happens quite quickly once they stop the medicine. Mum, dad and sister headed down the hospital to see him and I didn't go, again, cause I was feeling the same about yesterday etc. It was only when I phoned into work to take the day off that I realised I really needed to see him and I got in a right state. Went up to the hospital and it was worse and better than I expected. Worse in that it was heartbreaking to see that big man lying in the bed looking so frail and not breathing properly and seeing my Nannie keeping her vigil by his side, not leaving for anything and holding his hand even though he was unconcious. It was better though, in that even though it was so painful and I broke down into tears I for the whole time I was there it was a good thing for me to do, I think. It helps my Nannie to know that we're all there for them both and we all love them so much. I don't think I'm going to go back again, and even though I didn't actually say goodbye, I think it'll be alright. It's going to be so painful and I wish I could do something to help take the pain away from us all but it's just one of those things. I've never lost anyone close to me, so it's weird trying to deal with all these feelings knowing it's happening so soon. x
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tonianne
Silver Member
Thanks guys, I agree with you about the whole ruining my last memory of him. Had a bit of a panic this morning - they took him off all of his medication as it wasn't helping him, and told us he's most probably going to die today - apparently it happens quite quickly once they stop the medicine. Mum, dad and sister headed down the hospital to see him and I didn't go, again, cause I was feeling the same about yesterday etc. It was only when I phoned into work to take the day off that I realised I really needed to see him and I got in a right state. Went up to the hospital and it was worse and better than I expected. Worse in that it was heartbreaking to see that big man lying in the bed looking so frail and not breathing properly and seeing my Nannie keeping her vigil by his side, not leaving for anything and holding his hand even though he was unconcious. It was better though, in that even though it was so painful and I broke down into tears I for the whole time I was there it was a good thing for me to do, I think. It helps my Nannie to know that we're all there for them both and we all love them so much. I don't think I'm going to go back again, and even though I didn't actually say goodbye, I think it'll be alright. It's going to be so painful and I wish I could do something to help take the pain away from us all but it's just one of those things. I've never lost anyone close to me, so it's weird trying to deal with all these feelings knowing it's happening so soon.
Well done for going, it takes a lot of courage xx
Only_Me
Member
Hi Ladies,
Had a bit of a bad weekend with food, cake was calling me for no good reason and I gave in Am 1lb heavier as my punishment, I do deserve it though and the cake was nice, more will power next time! Did 2 x body combat classes and 2 x Zumba last week so will try and add in at least an extra hour this week, maybe a body pump, anyone ever done body pump?
Sorry to read some of you are having poo times, not nice xx
Also well done to those with losses this week, I love reading about losses, keeps me inspired x
Must go and get a shower, body combat makes me sweat!!
I shall be having a good nosey around later
Had a bit of a bad weekend with food, cake was calling me for no good reason and I gave in
Am 1lb heavier as my punishment, I do deserve it though and the cake was nice, more will power next time! Did 2 x body combat classes and 2 x Zumba last week so will try and add in at least an extra hour this week, maybe a body pump, anyone ever done body pump? Sorry to read some of you are having poo times, not nice xx
Also well done to those with losses this week, I love reading about losses, keeps me inspired x
Must go and get a shower, body combat makes me sweat!!
I shall be having a good nosey around later
ultrabluedress
Silver Member
Random that its 1 or 2, guess it just gives us flexibility! Ta for the heads up
As far as I know you can choose to have one or two unless it's changed, I'm usually greedy and have two most days because I love my cheese too much...
ultrabluedress
Silver Member
Awww Laura well done for being brave, you followed your heart and that is all you or anyone can ask you to do, no matter what happens be brave honey,
ultrabluedress
Silver Member
Only me, whats body pump class ?
