Woke up super super hungry.. Went and weighed in the chemist next to my house, those scales seem to think I weigh 15st exactly not the 15.4 I was last week! God knows what the hell I really weigh as every scale shows a diff amount! I'll just wait until Friday and go to my gym ones. Arguing with bf again. He came home smashed at 12 after saying he'd be home at 10, had no idea what happened to him, lost and confused, he woke me up and I had to actually talk him through how to get back. I got up made him food, a coffee and some juice then got called a prick repeatedly, which was really nice. I love him but hate it when he's drunk, he's like Jekyll and Hyde and I never know how it's going to be. Makes me sad that I always have to deal with it, rather than just having fun. Obviously I'm pissed this morning, and then i just get told to wash up as the kitchens filthy and he needs to prepare dinner. Why the **** should I do it!!! So he's stormed off upstairs and I'm wondering if this is worth it, it sucks when we fight as we're both stubborn and he gets so mean! So I get upset and he can't get passed himself to just fix it especially when he's in the wrong. And he's used the bacon that was for lunch as I was going to make frittatas. ARGH!!! Boys piss me off theyre so different from girls. Anyway back to food! Going to go swimming later, maybe gym too to blow off some steam. plus I think I'm coming on, had some spotting and I really just want hugs and affection as have the worst cramps
EE DAY - Wednesday
Breakfast : turkey bacon, 2 poached eggs, 100g beans, grilled tomato, mushrooms. SW hash browns (spring onion)
Snack : dairy milk (5.5syns) Thai crackers (9syns)
Lunch : fresh mackerel mayo(0.5syns) big salad.
Dinner : bf's supposed to be making a Vietnamese banquet but who knows.. Mango and beef salad, stuffed squid, duck noodles.
Drinks : choc tea w/milk (hexA) water, green tea with lemon.
TOTAL SYNS : 15
Exercise : walk - 1.4miles. Swim - 30 mins