HELLLO MY DARLINGS
sorry not been on the past couple days. i havent been hiding just never seemed to get chance to log on for any decent length of time.
so i have ended up leaving CD. the more i thought about it the more sense it seemed to make. i have my new 'beck book' to read and have started following the ww propoints from today. i actually went off CD on saturday and although i didnt binge, i decided that i wasn't going to deny myself anything. but ive been sensible apart from a takeaway on sat nite and a glass of wine. made a lovely roast dinner for me and ronan yesterday. he's away down south again to work for a week :cry:so wanted to make him a nice meal and have a nice weekend together. i had a wee jump on the scales this morning and i'm 12st 9lb so have only put on 2lbs since i came off plan.
so im planning to start my shred dvd again tomorrow night and also do my first c25k session. if i get started and get stuck into some exercise then hopefully i should continue to lose weight. i know it might take a week or 2 before i see any loss though because body needs to adjust to food properly again.
i rang my CDC yesterday to cancel my app for today. she is so so lovely and totally understood when i explained how i felt and what i had decided. she just wished me all the best and said she'll always be at the other end of the phone if i happened to change my mind.
i feel like such a weight has been lifted off my shoulders now. i dont feel that i have to deny myself anything now. but i am very thankful to CD for helping me get that initial stone off. it was that bloody stone that made me so miserable. but without that stone i am feeling better in my own skin already and am looking forward to getting fit while i shrink a bit more.
and im off the fags 7 weeks 2moro. cant believe it
so i have to say that im looking at everything very positively. i mean, ive stopped smoking, and ive lost a stone in the process.!!! not too many folk can say that.
so im still on the nutty train darlings (if you'll let me stay on it with yous?) im just taking the scenic route lol.
i want to continue to post in this little diary, because even though im not on CD, its still my weight loss diary and id like to be able to reflect on my whole journey from time to time.
i'll try not to mention food, just maybe my losses and updates on shred and c25k.
thank you all so so much for ur kindness and support over the last few weeks. goodness knows ive needed it. i hope u dont kick me off the train lol. luv ya's loads. toooooot toooot xxxxxx