Boo!!!

Well I was really good with the food as in 'proper food' and just let myself have the wine I had set myself. But then on her Birthday my mum wanted to go in this old fashioned sweet shop so I couldnt resist buying a few for old times sake. But I was pretty good, I only had one sherbet lemon, one chocolate lime and half a bag of kali, then saved the rest to bring back for the b/f.
But then the next day I just sort of lost it

I had this urrrrrrge for a crisp sandwich

But its not like I "couldn't-not have it" or was desperate or anything, I just sort of felt like I wasn't that bothered. So I had 2 slices of bread with God-knows-how-much-butter and 2 bags of crisps in

I reckon that was probably about 100 syns

But still I kept thinking "well its one day off, it'll be fine when I get back tomorrow", back on plan. Then I get home to find NO BLOODY FOOD in the entire house

I nearly thought Sod It and just got a takeaway, but I dug some pasta out... then there was nothing to put on it that didnt require ages cooking so I stuck the free mini pesto pack on it - but with a load of cheese

Grrrr!
So as of this morning I have put 3 pounds on

Which is random cos I weigh more this morning than I did last night! Whats that all about?

I *always* weigh about 3lb less in a morning, but today I have put on. And there is still nothing in the house for my lunch

(There was nothing for breakfast either so I cut the crusts of the b/f's bread to make it smaller, but its not even wholemeal

)
So that 4.5 stone ks now further away again :sigh: