finally taking control of my body

[elm]

I decided to weigh in today instead of tomorrow. I'm down 4.2lbs.

I'm about to go to the shoe store and have a specialized trainer fit me again. Probably another $120 but that's ok because it helps.

Today is one year since my Aunt has be gone. It's hard, I'm emotional. Rest in peace, I think about you every day.

 

[elm]

The new shoes were extremely painful so I returned them and got better ones. So painful that you can see how slow I was.

 

[elm]

The new shoes hurt. I couldn't go further. I'll try in the morning to see if I stretched them out a bit. Hopefully because I want to run.

 

[Pati821]

I decided to weigh in today instead of tomorrow. I'm down 4.2lbs.

I'm about to go to the shoe store and have a specialized trainer fit me again. Probably another $120 but that's ok because it helps.

Today is one year since my Aunt has be gone. It's hard, I'm emotional. Rest in peace, I think about you every day.

I'm sorry about your Aunt But on the bright side good for you on those 4.2 lb! Keep it up!

 

[elm]

Thanks Pati!!!

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I did week 2 day 1 twice and let's say the new shoes suck too so I'm going to have to return those. I've been limping all day, it's painful. I know better than to take on so much at once but I never listen to myself until it's too late hahahahaha

 

[Pati821]

Ouch! you need new shoes maybe a different brand? Good luck with everything

 

[elm]

Oh man shin splints hurt so bad that I had to stop mid way and then just walk and that hurt so much too. I ordered new shoes. Hopefully I'll get it by Friday.

School starts tomorrow = no life.

 

[Pati821]

Bummer Luckily i'm on summer break so i still have like 7 more weeks

 

[elm]

My professor tonight was my math teacher in high school. Class starts in 52 minutes ? my anxiety is high

 

[elm]

Friday

 

[Blondcat]

<img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=164488"/> Turbokick today. It's stupid how this site won't let me load up 2 pictures on the same post or else it freezes.

It's infuriating isn't it!! I go back and edit the post to add another but how ridiculous!!

 

[elm]

See that just takes up too much time. Before I was able to post multiple pictures without any issues. Ugh!

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Just so I don't have to make another post lol
Went walking before work:

 

[elm]

This morning's walk.

I've been doing great on food.

It's 10:18pm and I'm exhausted. I'm lucky to get 5 hours of sleep because of taking classes so late at night after work.

My feet/legs are swollen. I've been drinking water but Eh.

 

[elm]

Today's walking.

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Tomorrow I'm doing a virtual 5k.
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My anxiety is getting really bad that I feel like vomiting often.

 

[Blondcat]

<img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=165090"/> Today's walking. --- Tomorrow I'm doing a virtual 5k. --- My anxiety is getting really bad that I feel like vomiting often.

That's not good. What is causing that do you think? Hopefully you feel better soon

 

[elm]

Not sure, but it happens often.

I did turbokick today for an hour. My instructor is amazing.

 

[elm]

I took a vacation day from work and spent almost 11 hours at the tutoring center. I cried so much not caring that others can see me because math is difficult and I had 2 math tutors trying to explain it to me. I have not been sleeping nor eating. I hope I can sleep today (even though I'll have nightmares about math) and wake up at 430am and go to the gym.


I have an exam Thursday.

 

[elm]

Wednesday





Friday

 

[elm]

Down 5lbs exactly.

 

[elm]

Picture over load and a lot of edits so I can add more -_- Last Saturday:
Last Sunday:

Thursday

Yesterday:

And I got my 5k medal


And now I have to go work out.