Thanks ladies, I know in my heart of hearts it'll be off the next week, but it's just so demoralising seeing a gain. I've only ever gained once before and that was after I got back from Lanzarote, I ate a lot more naughties on that hol though! Hopefully I'm worrying unecessarily and I'll see a glorious STS or something, fingers crossed eh!
Godzilla was fun, some glaring plot holes but overall a good Friday night movie for watching with the boy.
Tomorrow I'm working until 1 but after that I have Sun and Mon off, hoping to get a lot of revision done. I feel so behind with things atm and really stressed, I know it'll all come together in time for the exam but I don't feel prepared like I normally do and when my whole future rests on this one exam I feel like I should be more clued up. I'm sure it'll be fine though, still got 2 weeks 5 days to cram in as much as I can, some people on the course haven't even started revising at all yet!
Foodage tomorrow will be pretty standard day before WI stuff - cereal bar, salad, soup and fruit. I know it sounds a bit bland but the salad and soup will be yummy and I absolutely love my grapes! On Sunday I'm having my weekly 'treat meal' regardless of the scale result, it's not gonna be too bad as it'll be Chris's amazing meatballs for 9 syns, but with some garlic bread and cheese. Will save my hexa for the cheese so really I'll only be going over by a few slices of garlic bread, not gonna stress about that.
Feeling a little guilty at my serious case of gym neglect but I can't cram any more into my days atm. As soon as exam is over I'll have every afternoon free to really commit to C25k, would be amazing to think by the end of summer I'll be running 5k, hopefully! Gotta say I do miss my running but I find it so tiring that I can't concentrate on my study after, and going at 9/10pm at night after study really isnt an option as I'm mentally exhausted. I guess it is an excuse but my priority needs to be my exam right now, I promise you I'll be back on it asap after.
I've really been noticing over the past month that I'm starting to be treated differently now I've lost weight, particularly when it comes to men! I never used to get any attention when I was 25st, I was basically the 'girl with the pretty face', which I know is a compliment, but its one of those generic things to say about fat girls! Anyway, on holiday I really noticed a difference in the way fellas spoke to me and looked at me. Tbh I found it quite unnerving as I'm not really used to being looked at in that way, except by Chris. It'll definitely take some getting used to as I found it quite intimidating tbh and it made me feel really anxious. How have you ladies handled it? xx