ladygaga said:I think so Carly....can you please come and stand in my kitchen and slap me with a rotten kipper every time I go to my drawer of bars please? Zero willpower.
Today Gouda slices are my enemy......why oh why did I buy them?? So much for no Gaga Food Week.......
Town was a succesful trip- well pending on my branch of thought. Had a lovley spend up in my favourite Paperchase (feel free to send me freebies Mr Chief Exec if you read my diary) however Exante have killed my joy. I placed my used shaker bottle from my lunch shake within the bag of said purchases only to find the bloody lid has leaked all over my new staionery and ruined my yummy 2 books. Now they smell of the yukky choc shake .....not impressed.
I paid Gap a visit lured in by their 75% posters and have 'stupidly' bought a linen summer dress in a size 12 and a pair of short dungaree type things in a medium both reduced to £9.99 ready for Jamaica. The woman must have thought I was crazy as she asked me had I bought the baragins as a gift but I thought sod you- I told her they were for me and when she looked bemused- I said I was wearing a fat suit for an experiment!!!!! Man I am CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!! I have now placed them on hangers in my wardrobe in the vain hope they will fit by November (???) Not convinced but hopefully they will spur me on. Think I should take a photo of me trying to squeeze in them now and then compare in Nov.....
Well at leats my hair looks nice. My hairdresser reckons I am a size 14 now.....that made me pmsl!!! She couldn;t beleive my trousers were a size 22!!!! Hey ho- was sweet of her. I've known her years and been all sizes so asked her to be honest. She reckons my hair is definitely thinner but not as bad as last time I did VLCD. It is thin all over so no definite patches which is good. She doesn't think it is noticeable as my hair is short but she said if it worsens she will just cut my hair even shorter and advised against growing it as it would look worse on my head. So my short hair will remain and hopefully baldness won't get me just yet!
Much love peeps xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ladygaga said:You are not messing bout Clair...you're in holiday mode chick and i would be exactly the same (and will be come Nov!). Just enjoy your little countdown and you'll be an exante babe again before long. Don't be hard on yourself chick xx
ladygaga said:Ah thanks Margie- what with all my silly ranting and moaning!!!
Today is a bad Gaga day. Having a nightmare at work and just can't cope. Really want to eat but know it will make me feel worse. Going to go and make a shake instead and re-evaluate. Really hating my job and the pressures it brings and just want to run...(well walk!)
Damn workplaces and evil bosses! Don't they know my size 18 top is too big and how good that feels????
ladygaga said:the night is still young Carly and I have gouda slices in my fridge when I get home............ and drawer full of bars!!!!
Oh the pain....................
Don't they know my size 18 top is too big and how good that feels????
ladygaga said:Thanks guys. I consider myself well and truly :whoopass:
bad, bad, bad Gaga for doing it, buying Gouda slices and buying 2 packs at that!!!!
From Sunday I am going to be strct TS (ie 2 shakes and one bar per day) right until I go camping at end of August. Promise. The weight loss has stopped and I know why. I have to be strict or there is no point. Not had carbs but too many calories.
Sorry for letting my buddies down......:cry:
Cheers babe you are soooooooooo right as ever. Back 'TOTAL'TS I am xxxx