ladygaga said:Thanks Carly xx
Well Gaga is in a right teary mess yet again and all over beloved old puss. Just been back to the vets, yet again as her other toe next to the amputated one has started to go exactly the same as the other. Vet is convinced it is cancer spreading and wants to remover her whole leg!!! I'm truly gutted and feel like I am being cruel by doing nothing and even crueller by putting an 18 year old puss through an amputation. I'm so messed up. She keeps looking at me as if she knows!! (i know she doesn't but it is melting my heart!)
What is a girl to do! The vet said if it was her cat she would do the op tomorrow. Decided to dose up her pain killers and see how she goes but as soon as it worsens I think she will have to go in for operation leg-off. Vet will do a chest xray first and if she has lung tumours then she won't operate and then guess we will have to face other decisions.
I'm truly gutted and so upset. Sorry to whinge and sorrry for any non-cat lovers out there reading this. I don't have babies and my kitties are my world and I love them to bits. Anyone been through anything similar? Just looked online and it's made it worse seeing photos and reading how different her life will be.
Big hugs to all my MM friends from a blubbery Gaga wreck xxx
ladygaga said:Thanks for your support ladies- it truly means a lot. Puss has been on the expensive food ever since her last op so is truly getting spoilt that way!! It just breaks my heart looking at her and thinking what I'm about to put her through. I went upstairs for a big sob on my bed and my other puss came up and sat on me and gave me big snuggles. I'm such a loser hey!
I'll man up tomorrow I promise. Just had another shake so at least I haven't caved in on that front!
Cheers dusty! She is going to be truly spoilt and will just wait and see what happens hey but guess I need to get my head round to the fact her leg is likely to be going. Just need to stay strong an away from any shops that sell nutella or gouda!! So glad I have none in the house right now!!!
Thanks ladies. Trying to be positive I truly am. The tool has come home and he's so upset which makes me hurt even more! Still no food so am keeping that as my motivation!
Surely there must be some nice news happening today to take my mind off this? Let's celebrate our acheivements.................
I'm celebrating the fact I haven't had any nutella since last Wednesday!!!!!!!!!
Lovely idea ladyg, I'm celebrating today because I'm back on the wagon and back in the 13's. It feels great to be back with you guys, I missed you.
Oooh, I like that title - 'skinny vicar to be'Yay....love that one Rachel. We missed you too and it's great to have the skinny vicar to be back too xxxx
Oooh, I like that title - 'skinny vicar to be'
ladygaga said:Thanks again guys- loving the virtual hugs and snogs! They feel the best.
No change here really. Was so tearful on Tuesday but felt a biot stronger yesterday. Puss is still the same really- clearly she has no idea what is ahead of her. Jubbie and I will chat about it at the weekend and come up with a plan of action but seems pretty likely that the leg will have to go bless her. Real tough emotional decision as trying to weigh up her age, quality of life etc.
So diet wise I am happy to report that I haven't crumbled. Sticking to 2 shakes but have had 2 bars the past 2 days but hey ho. I can live with that. I'm really desperate to be in the 14's now so I feel that is keeping me on track for the moment.
Today is my chill out day so am hoping to do just that. Hope everyone else is doing ok. Much love xxxxxx