ladygaga said:Cheers dusty- who's to know what to do for the best on puss-front! Just had 2 hours of cuddles with her pondering over it again xx
ladygaga said:Why oh why did i do a sneaky weigh in this morning???
I weighed 15.2 on Monday which gutted me as really wanna be in the 14's and yet today I weigh 15.3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Soooooooo very annoyed. Wish I hadn't scale hopped now as in a bad mood. Going into London for a day of retail therapy and then on to see Wicked tonight so was just going to chill out today. Feel so annoyed I'm going to go and have another swim instead!!! I hate the scales and I hate being in the 15's.................![]()
ladygaga said:Why oh why did i do a sneaky weigh in this morning???
I weighed 15.2 on Monday which gutted me as really wanna be in the 14's and yet today I weigh 15.3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Soooooooo very annoyed. Wish I hadn't scale hopped now as in a bad mood. Going into London for a day of retail therapy and then on to see Wicked tonight so was just going to chill out today. Feel so annoyed I'm going to go and have another swim instead!!! I hate the scales and I hate being in the 15's.................![]()
ladygaga said:Morning ladies....time for an update me thinks! Sorry I have been all quiet again but life in my life is never a quiet one!
So I went for a 40 length swim again on Fri morning and loved it- really enjoying the exercise! Sadly won't be able to go until the end of next week as starting nights tonight and just won't have time to get there and do it!
After my swim I went into the City for my day out which was nice. Had a few revelations throughout the day diet wise which were quite eye opening. On the train there it was an old style one with seats with arms and traditionally I know that I cannot fit in them and if I do I end up with bruises on my legs where the rests dig into my sides! So I stood up for the 30 min journey quite happily listening to my iPod. Then the stop before the City I thought I'd try the seats for size and was quite shocked to fit in with ease and some room too! Really are the little things that mean so much hey!
So I wandered around the shops for a while but managed to buy nothing. Then treated myself to a chicken and bacon salad in Ask which was simply gorgeous. Does drive me mad when they put lemon in your water tho! Hey ho. Then off I went to see Wicked (on my own- sad I know!!) and here I had another revelation. The last 2 times I saw a show in January were again painful embarrassing affairs as I could not fit in the seats and sent the whole show in agony so I was dreading going in. Totally unnecessary tho as yet again slipped in with ease. Oh how I felt happy. Whilst watching people take their seats I saw a group of 4 rather large ladies come in and see them face my previous problems and could just see their uncomfort throughout the whole performance. I truly empathised with them and seeing them sweat and rapidly breathe due to the all the stairs. Did make me realise who far I'd come to not be out of breath and to be comfortable. The show was absolutely stunning and I truly loved it- I'm a true musical lover at heart!!
Sadly my day was tinged with a tint of anxiety tho. As I left the pool in the morning I had a call from the hospital to ask me to come in on Monday as the Dr needs to see me, or as I was told it was important she sees me!!! This is all related to the mole I had off back in May! I was discharged from hospital in June haven been given the all clear but the result didn't seem to match with the history of the mole so they were going to re-investigate it so I can only guess that this is what the appointment is about. I had thought all was ok as I hadn't heard anything for 3 months. Being in healthcare I know that you don't get a phone call on a Friday and be asked to come in on a Monday for no reason so I am truly bricking it now about what it could be. The tool is being lovely about it and is coming home from work to take me. I really can't think of anything else to be honest but know there is nothing I can do but wait and see then face whatever it is. As for Mog- we have decided to get the leg off to give her a chance so got to book that in the morning too! So sounds like I am in for a mega week!
Oh top with that with a job interview on Friday and 4 night shifts starting tonight.....what do I do to myself?
On a positive tho I did go an put down a deposit for a new car yesterday so hopefully all being well with the hospital tomorrow that will be picked up on Saturday!!!
Diet wise I'm still on track but scales have not budged an ounce! Does stress affect them anyone know???? I do have a jar of nutella in the cupboard for emergency use if required. I have got the too, to write on the seal so he will know if I have caved in!!! So today pre-night shift I am going to make some apple chutney ready for Christmas and a big apple cake (my absolute fave!) for the tool and his work mates! Got loads of apples from my Ma in law this week so feel the need to use them up so that'll keep me busy for a good few hours me thinks.
Hope everyone is doing OK and having a good weekend. Will be catching up with diaries on my nights and promise to cheer up soon xxxxxxx