Ha ha ha ha !! Thanks Steve. Hopefully I will make up for it now.................................
Having a VERY busy week (one of those where you don't really know where to start and everything feels a bit frantic
) hence posting here at 1am
Lost 0.5lb this week (which was fine when I weighed in the morning after a 3 course meal with wine) but then had 2 further meals out yesterday
. This morning I was 2.5lbs up from yesterday's weigh in but hey ho, I had a good weekend (I didn't go mad, some of my courses were SW friendly and I don't regret any of it).
I have learnt over the last few months not to take much notice of the mid week weights (particularly the morning after big meals out) so I'm actually not too bothered. I was going to try hard to keep my syns low and not eat much today but I realised part way through the day that was a stupid idea and exactly the reason that SW (and people here) recommend flexi syns/draw a line under it etc (and the reason that I have gone off track in the past - I don't consider my weekend 'off track', it was just meals out which happen fairly frequently in my life !). So I have eaten well today (but sensibly and definitely within my syns) and tomorrow will be the same.
I still weigh in every day but find that now (having learnt not to bother too much) I don't let it put me off one way or another. If I've lost lots, I'm pleased, if I've gained but stayed on plan then I just accept it and keep to plan knowing that it will come off again.
Finding weight loss life a bit frustrating though (and I know that to some reading this, this will sound ungrateful so sorry) but I have very few clothes to wear at the moment. I have quite a few tops that I've slimmed into but very few bottoms. I want to go out and buy some more but I've become a bit frustrated by having bought stuff that I've had a couple of months wear out of (at most) and then grown out of it again
. Since starting this 5 months ago (and this doesn't include the stuff that I bought just before I started to lose weight !) I have bought 5 pairs of work trousers (in 3 sizes), 2 pairs of jeans and 1 pair of combat pants that I can no longer wear (and those are just the things that I can think of at 1am). It's not that I'm not delighted to have lost the weight and I really am feeling FANTASTIC, it's just frustrating too.
So anyway, I will continue my journey and sticking to plan as far as possible. Am out for dinner again tomorrow night but will try and save my syns for the evening and find somewhere SW friendly.
Hope you're all having a good week (if you managed to get to the end of this post - I'm not known for being concise and to the point !!!)
Gail x