Hey, thanks guy.
Honest Nate is such a pain to share with. He kicks me, then when i finally go lie at the bottom of the bed he comes and gets me there too! He was an utter pest at group shouting away and beings loon and he hasn't improved as they day has gone on. He is soon to be chucked into bed for a nap. Mum and dad are doing the food shop now so I have saved some pennies there! Which is handy as there's some stuff online I want to buy for the house.
Lost half a lb at weigh in, which is ok, I was half expecting a gain because I have eaten so much. Yes i was hungry, and yes it was on plan, but it still all counts as calories. So I didn't qualify for the draw (which wasnt done anyway) but cheater who doesn't write her gains did. Bang on 14lbs (without counting all the gains!) After she did fast forward this week and lost 6lbs. I say boo to her.
So sw total is 5st 10lbs, total total is 6st 8lbs. I need 11 more lbs to hit my mid-july goal. Aiming for 2lbs this week to be at the half stone mark. I always struggle to get from the half stone award tp the full stone award and it makes me crazy. I totally want to binge though. I walked out of tescos singing "i want minstrels, I want a big cake, I want to eat fish and chips 'til my tummy aches" it was most musical mum was laughing at me and a sw member was walking across the street to say hi and she made me sing it again. Lol. There's a big pack of walkers crunchy crisps that mum and dad brought back that keeps telling me to eat them. What is annoying is I don't want a little bit of something. I want all of everything. It's been for a couple of days and I can only think it is the moving stresses that is getting to my sub conscious and is manifesting into a need to obliterate worries by making me stuff myself and feel ill. Quite frankly, nutty brain, I am not having it. Eating ten tonnes of crap will improve exactly nothing in my life and I shan't be playing your silly game.
A lot of my group consists of older, retired, ladies. Today we had one in tears, she spoke to me later and it was because she can't cope with family stuff and so stuffed her face and she put on even more than she expected. Bless her heart. She is such a nice lady. Another lady gained this week, she had bad news about her knee op, and a jar of peanut butter was staring at her. She got a spoon and ate the entire thing and was so horribly ill afterwards she didn't think it would have put much weight on. The 2nd lady is 77, she is the head of the local Women's Institute, she has a busy social life and a loving family. In 50 years from now I do not want to be doing the same thing as her, the same thing as I have always done. So no, stupid brain, we are not going to binge. It didn't help them, it will not help me, it does not help anyone or anything.
