B - Fruit and honey (72)
L - Salmon salad (307)
D - Chicken dupiaza with pilau rice (501)
I've been struggling with the weeks feeling fragmented for a few weeks now. I've decided to move my weigh in to Tuesday (shopping day) and I will be skipping this one. I'm also not weighing everyday anymore. I want to feel my body, not just judge myself by a number.
Additionally, I have a birthday this week and I will be eating steak and cake. I did have an attitude shift in that I started believing "If I'm having one meal that's potentially not great this week then I may as well do what I like the whole week" but I think I'm winning the battle. It's on Wednesday and I'm hoping with a weigh in 11 days after the last one, things will even out somewhat. I do think that if I weighed tomorrow, it would be far more than Friday and that will feed (literally) my f**k it attitude. Weighing next Tuesday gives me more hope.
Also, because why not, I missed the deadline for applying for a job and am kicking myself. Urges to stuff myself as a twisted form of satiation/punishment are very strong but I won't. I'm just going to acknowledge that they are there and surf them!
Hope everyone is good! Week 12 is tough