traceydacey
Hey everyone, I'm on day 12 of Lipo and am still having a tough time of it. I cant remember feeling physically hungry in ages, but i miss food so much. I'm going abit nuts i think! I can't stop imagining all my favourite foods, and all the meals I'd love to prepare. I reeeeeally miss cooking. Last night after work, i lost it for a minute and convinced myself i needed to bake a fish pie. It was like i was on autopilate and off i went into the shop and paid loads of money for all these ingredients, and a new baking dish and all. Then when i was about 5 minutes from home, it was like i came to and realised that what i was doing was madness, that there would be nobody to eat it and I'd only be torturing myself! I think i really do have psychological issues with food! And I'm actually considering a form of hypnotherapy after the Lipo to help me deal with my attitudes to food. Its like I get consumed by it.
But besides my madness, I suppose I'm doing well. (Lost 13 lbs so far) I think its abit deflating after the huge loss of week1 though, to see the pounds shifting so slowly. My plan is not to stay on this for too long anyhow, as i just find it (emotionally!!) too difficult, its just to give me a boost to go back to ww cos i love the food and planning and all that. I notice that that is alot of lipotrimmer's plans...but does it work? I'm anxious that this Lipo will have driven my metabolism very low. Like, you know how when you start in ww, you usually lose between 3 and 6 lbs - well, does that still happen after Lipo? And then when i think about the later Lipo losses of 2-3 lbs a week, I find it impossible to believe that if i eat nothing but shakes for a week and only lose 2/3lbs, how can i lose the same amount of weight by being in ww and eating all my weekly points?? It must be a metabolism thing?
I'm confused!!?
Well, sorry for ranting on so much, i hope i feel better tomorrow and not so perplexed. Good luck to everyone and stay strong - even in the face of madness!!!
Tracey