Good Morning Everyone
I'm sorry that I have been AWOL for 48hrs, I have not had a very easy time.
I feel like I've let everyone down, I have been totally off plan, my health has not been brilliant and the last thing I could think about was WW, naughty I know.
Saturday started ok, I had my normal Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner/TT but then I decided to treat myself to an Indian, I've not had one in over a year and there were two dishes I wanted to try so I did...
Tandoori Paneer/Vegetables and a Vegetable Kebab Naan Wrap :-(
I only manage about half the Paneer and 1/3 of the Wrap on Saturday Night but then I had these...
3 x Double Smirnoff Vodka with Cranberry :-(
I bought these about 6mths ago and because of my medication I've not been able to drink them, as I'm not on any meds at the moment I thought I would have them but then I had...
4 Finger Kit Kat and 4 Pink Wafers :-(
So that was Saturday :-(
On Sunday I didn't feel well, my Eye Condition had flared up overnight and my IBS was bad :-(
I still managed to consume...
@ Birthday Party :-(
3 Triangle Jam Sandwiches
3 Triangle Cheese Sandwiches
1 Small Piece of Birthday Traybake Cake
@Home :-(
The rest of the Paneer/Naan Wrap
A Pack of Chewitts
2 Bowls of Coco Pops with Skimmed Milk
A Glass of Orange Juice
Plate of Garlic Mashed Potato with Veg
So that was Sunday :-(
I'm sorry that I have let everyone down, my OCD is not good at the moment, I'm waiting for my next CBT Session on Thursday and as I brought the last one forward I have longer to wait this time :-( I want to draw a line under this weekend but I also don't want to get wrapped back up in doing PP either, I don't think it's good for me emotionally, for someone who is obsessed with numbers, a plan based around numbers is not good! I feel like I want to do Simple Start but I need to use my Iceland Monthly Shop first, I have 3wks left to use up and then I will consider doing SS.
I can't promise what my Diary will contain in the next couple of weeks, I think I am going to try and keep my Breakfast/Lunch/Dinners as they are and stick with 1 or 2 small treats in the evening, my version of SS without having to get rid of anything which I've got in the freezer. I know it's not ideal but financially it's the only choice I have food wise and emotionally I know it's the only choice I have diet wise.
I understand if people wish to unsubscribe, I'm not exactly an advert for WW, I just maybe didn't show my true emotions over the past 4wks.
I thank each and everyone of you for your support, I'm sorry that this has happened.
Serena x