ChristyT
Silver Member
Haha ok deal!
To be honest it wasn't quick or intense, it was really good before his dad got really ill, we were just hanging out a few days a week and having a laugh. We have the same sense of humour and being together was comfy.
I was with him when he got the news about his dad and it hit him hard, as I've lost my mum I guess it was natural for me to comfort him and let him talk. That sort of set the bar and after that I kind of felt I had had to be there for him, it made it for too intense. It was just bad timing I guess.
Talked things over with my best friend today who is a guy and knows me better than I know myself, I'm feeling a lot more settled about things and proud that I behaved the way I did and didn't get upset or angry.
I am lucky to have amazing friends and family and I'm pretty much back to my normal self - just need to get my appetite back!!! It's still not returned and I'm gagging when I try and eat anything xx
To be honest it wasn't quick or intense, it was really good before his dad got really ill, we were just hanging out a few days a week and having a laugh. We have the same sense of humour and being together was comfy.
I was with him when he got the news about his dad and it hit him hard, as I've lost my mum I guess it was natural for me to comfort him and let him talk. That sort of set the bar and after that I kind of felt I had had to be there for him, it made it for too intense. It was just bad timing I guess.
Talked things over with my best friend today who is a guy and knows me better than I know myself, I'm feeling a lot more settled about things and proud that I behaved the way I did and didn't get upset or angry.
I am lucky to have amazing friends and family and I'm pretty much back to my normal self - just need to get my appetite back!!! It's still not returned and I'm gagging when I try and eat anything xx