Day 36
So I have lost a total of 22 lbs in the past 5 weeks. I have not been 100%, I had a few days where I had non exante meals, precisely 4 meals. Not the healthiest either.
I am not sure why I am finding it harder to be 100%, I think I have started to think I have another 50 lbs to go that could be the reason. Or I am nervous about going back to work next week, training and exams etc. Or it could be the meals I had are making me hungrier. or it could be allll the above. I have always been an emotional eater, well happy or sad I eat...wish I was the type who couldn't eat when upset
![Roll Eyes :rolleyes: :rolleyes:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Well I cant change that.
So to give myself a kick, I have started a 5 week challenge with the aim to lose another 20 lbs.
The Plan
1)going to go 100% TS for the next 5 weeks
2)I am going to try my best to avoid all social gathering for the next 5 weeks. Going to lie at my new work place and say I always have very light lunch (I am new there so they wont question it ,I hope) and if unavoidable family events then going to lie again (stomach bug maybe)
3) exercise for 30 minutes every day.
Hopefully by the end of 5 weeks I will have successfully completed the challenge. I should think of a reallly good (non food) reward. An added incentive will be my in-laws visiting in Sept (not sure when in Sept but hopefully late Sept so I can lose more
![Wink ;) ;)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
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I can do it, I will do it, I can do it, I can do it.
Incentives
I am going to surprise my in-laws in sept and my own family and relatives later in december.
I am going to be good healthy role model for my daughter, I am going to look good for my daughter's second birthday in November ( I look like a giant in her first bday pics) .
I am going to look good for my friends wedding in November
Ohhhhh and almost forgot I won a free photo session which is towards the end of August and if I lose the 20 lbs I will be less than the weight I was at my wedding 5 years ago (only by about 2 pounds) and feel better about my photosss
![Big Grin :D :D](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Ideally I wish I could do the photo session sometime in Nov or Dec but its free so cant complain
Need to keep reminding myselff all this again and again every dayyyyy xxxxx