Oh hello everyone and great to find you. One thing l've learned in my many years battling this is that support is invaluable. I'll be the sore shameful sticking thumb with the bad example in this thead if you'll have me: - 2009 lost it all - 135 lbs in 8 months of CD SS - 2010-2012 - IVF and baby at the end of which l had put 150 lbs back - 2012-2014 - tens of restarts but got 100 of them back off of me - End of 2014 - today - huge! A mere 40lbs away from my highest weight and a full 122lbs over my lowest and even a 70lbs higher than last year at this time!!! I know 3 things: 1. SS works and l will lose it all again. 2015 will be when l'll be skinny again. 2. I can't maintain so will need to sort that (considering WLS after) 3. I can't do it without accountability and support so need this here and all of you to kick my ever inflatable butt. Looking forward to the ride!