Going to fire this diary up again. Am afraid things have slipped very badly since the summer and I've regained all my lost weight (bar 1lb!). So, day 1 it is again, and I'm one shake down!
I'm feeling very determined, but have spent a lifetime battling my weight and food addiction. I'm really unsure if it's a battle I'll ever win completely, but for now, just getting a few stone off, and regaining some physical fitness (haven't been to the gym since mid Nov - tonight will be the first time back) will be a good start! I am super uncomfortable at this weight and cannot be the best mum to my 2 boys. Come the summer I want to be able to take them camping, go hiking up mountains (like we usually do), go to a theme park and fit into the rides, etc. I would struggle to do any of that with energy and enthusiasm at this weight. Quality of life and self esteem at this weight is poor to say the least!
I woke up quite hungry this morning. One shake in and I'm still rather peckish lol. Quite a nice feeling for now though
I think actually my tum is groaning less from hunger and more from relief at not having to cope with yet more food today! Christmas was an indulgence to say the least!
Anyhow, on with the day. Hi to anyone who reads, and good luck
2012 will be the year to be fit and healthy
xx