Jenni's diary: Given up chocolate!
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Twiggy
Is in the Zone
Green - I have some fabulous green shoes which I want to wear, and I have some flat shoes in the same colour toohaha.
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Oh green will go fab with that colour ... I love green!
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jennikay
Gold Member
jennikay
Gold Member
OK, small choc binge there.
Praline Ritter Sports - absolutely gorgeous, though I've gone about 15 points over
Still. Won't eat anything else now, and I'll be on the exercise bike again later so hopefully won't do too much damage
Always seemed to be when I've had a binge that I lose weight so we shall see!
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Praline Ritter Sports - absolutely gorgeous, though I've gone about 15 points over
Still. Won't eat anything else now, and I'll be on the exercise bike again later so hopefully won't do too much damage
Always seemed to be when I've had a binge that I lose weight
so we shall see!xx
Less Rotund One
Gold Member
OK, small choc binge there.
Praline Ritter Sports - absolutely gorgeous, though I've gone about 15 points over
Still. Won't eat anything else now, and I'll be on the exercise bike again later so hopefully won't do too much damage
Always seemed to be when I've had a binge that I lose weight
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That's a dangerous belief to have!
I don't think I own anything green....must check out my wardrobe. x
jennikay
Gold Member
OK, so, still 10st 2. Small disaster avoided.
My dress arrived!
Also, the one I bought off ebay did too, so I'm excited today
Doing the humber bridge cross today, hoping for 2 crosses as opposed to my normal one
Then I'm out boozing later! Fancy dress and I'm going as Cecilia (Keira Knightley) in Atonement - just because I have the pretty green dress
xx
My dress arrived!
Also, the one I bought off ebay did too, so I'm excited today
Doing the humber bridge cross today, hoping for 2 crosses as opposed to my normal one
Then I'm out boozing later! Fancy dress and I'm going as Cecilia (Keira Knightley) in Atonement - just because I have the pretty green dress
xx
blackwidow
Gold Member
love the shoes, they're absolutely gorgeous.. right height for your legs to properly show off your dress too xxx
Less Rotund One
Gold Member
Well, its a ladies prerogative to change her mind as often as she likes
You look great in your dress and your WI at 10 2 is fab - well done.
Hope you managed your humber bridge crossing in one piece. x
You look great in your dress and your WI at 10 2 is fab - well done.
Hope you managed your humber bridge crossing in one piece. x
jennikay
Gold Member
Thanks
Had a fairly emotional conversation with Jon last night. We were talking about OCD and he just didn't understand it at all, for a start he thought that you get some sort of relief from doing your compulsions.
Can't blame him for not understanding, obviously he doesn't know much other than what I've told him about it.
It's just a bit 'damned if you do, damned if you don't' with OCD, just that it's worse if you don't.
I'm a VERY logical person most of the time, which is why it's so frustrating, because it makes NO sense - why do I have to walk symmetrically, set the table perfectly, have my pencils facing the same direction etc?
It might be part of the reason I don't have obsessions like most people with OCD - simply because I have enough reason in me to know that the world isn't going to come to an end just because one of the spoons is upside down
But then it's just annoying that it has to be done even though there's no reason for it! It just makes me feel so stupid because it's so illogical. Argh.
So anyway, I have therapy tomorrow. Going for a run with my therapist could be interesting, haha.
xx
Had a fairly emotional conversation with Jon last night. We were talking about OCD and he just didn't understand it at all, for a start he thought that you get some sort of relief from doing your compulsions.
Can't blame him for not understanding, obviously he doesn't know much other than what I've told him about it.
It's just a bit 'damned if you do, damned if you don't' with OCD, just that it's worse if you don't.
I'm a VERY logical person most of the time, which is why it's so frustrating, because it makes NO sense - why do I have to walk symmetrically, set the table perfectly, have my pencils facing the same direction etc?
It might be part of the reason I don't have obsessions like most people with OCD - simply because I have enough reason in me to know that the world isn't going to come to an end just because one of the spoons is upside down
But then it's just annoying that it has to be done even though there's no reason for it! It just makes me feel so stupid because it's so illogical. Argh.
So anyway, I have therapy tomorrow. Going for a run with my therapist
could be interesting, haha.xx
Less Rotund One
Gold Member
A run with your therapist sounds brill - as long as you are not running so hard you can't talk!!!
It must be tough trying to explain OCD to a lad of 18 - I don't really understand it and I have a lot more experience of life! Don't be too hard on him - although I know you won't be.
It must be frustrating to have something that you know is illogical yet can't seem to stop doing it. Well, lets hope the therapy really helps.
Restart tomorrow then????? xx
It must be tough trying to explain OCD to a lad of 18 - I don't really understand it and I have a lot more experience of life! Don't be too hard on him - although I know you won't be.
It must be frustrating to have something that you know is illogical yet can't seem to stop doing it. Well, lets hope the therapy really helps.
Restart tomorrow then????? xx
Loulabella
Gonna be skinny!
Hi Jenny,
Have u ever seen Matchstick Men... it's a somewhat sensantionalised film about a man with OCD, also a con artist but I think it's amazing. try watching it with OH...u never now, it may help a little. x
Have u ever seen Matchstick Men... it's a somewhat sensantionalised film about a man with OCD, also a con artist but I think it's amazing. try watching it with OH...u never now, it may help a little. x
jennikay
Gold Member
Thanks Lou I'll have a look.
Love your hair by the way, accident with fire or not, it suits you
OK, so. Was pretty bad over the weekend, always am TOTM - seem to remember I fell off the wagon at the point when it was TOTM every other week
But I am now back on track - wasn't too bad on Thursday, and stuck to my points yesterday so I'm hopeful for the next 3 weeks at least
xx
I'll have a look.Love your hair by the way, accident with fire or not, it suits you
OK, so. Was pretty bad over the weekend, always am TOTM - seem to remember I fell off the wagon at the point when it was TOTM every other week
But I am now back on track - wasn't too bad on Thursday, and stuck to my points yesterday so I'm hopeful for the next 3 weeks at least
xx
jennikay
Gold Member
OK, so, I've had a really munchy day, however I've managed to squash it with sugar free jelly, diet coke and WW ice cream
And now I have 6.5 points left and nothing to do with them!
Biggest competition of the year with cadets tomorrow. 3 hours until I go to bed and I haven't ironed my skirts or polished my shoes yet I'm such a last minute person!
Any ideas on what to eat? I had a meal at about 4, so not really hungry yet but will be in an hour or 2!
xx
And now I have 6.5 points left and nothing to do with them!
Biggest competition of the year with cadets tomorrow. 3 hours until I go to bed and I haven't ironed my skirts or polished my shoes yet
I'm such a last minute person!Any ideas on what to eat? I had a meal at about 4, so not really hungry yet but will be in an hour or 2!
xx
Tootiefrootie
Wants it Gone!
Hey Jenny Im the same I havent a clue myself what to have for dinner.. I must say I really like your munchy squashing tips.. hmmmmmmm
