Jenny's moved on :)

[Auburn]

Lol, feeling a bit better tonight. Throat is still a bit chainsaw-like, but getting better...

I'm so petty and childish...
I didn't hear from Biker Boy at all, ALL day, so I went on Ebay and bought some boots that he willreally not like.... Pfft, I dont care, he aint gonna be wearing them, and *I* like them, so *blows raspberry*.

And Dad has redeemed himself. He didn't want to wake me earlier to ask if I wanted anything from the shoppie, so he "just got me a Galaxy Ripple" incase I wanted some chocolate.
Then we had a ***** about mum... which is kinda our favourite past-time... so all is forgiven there.

And now, I feel bad, just as I start typing this to slag off my other half, I get a text to say he left his phone at home and that's just him in now. Still... He wouldn't have forgotten his work phone, or his password to his email at work... but I can't be bothered to pick. He'll be grumpy enough after a long day, I should be the better person...

Today, foodwise, given that I have been at home and been able to cook+scoff whatever I can get my hands on, hasn't been too bad.!

Breakfast - Cereal [3.5]
Snack - WW Creamed Rice [1.5]
Lunch - Carbonara + a slice of bread [7]
Snack - Ham Sandwich [3]
Tea - Mince + chips [7]
Supper - Galaxy Ripple [3.5?]

25.5
Technically, I'm allowed 26, still, so that's ok.
Impressed!

I'm off to have a shower and an early night, and hopefully will make it passed the snow tomorrow to get to work..!!!
Have a good Thursday, people x

 

[Elkay]

Hope you are feeling better tomorrow Jen. Men are amazing - they want all the sympathy and attention when they are ill yet find any excuse to get out of doing anything when we catch their bugs (slight generalisation here but you know what I mean!) I like to be left alone when I am ill and can't stand people fussing around me so it usually suites me fine, but I do like the hoovering and washing up done - it looks like a batchelor pad at our house if I'm ill! It's even been known for the dogs to have their dinner for breakfast the next day when they are looking at their bowls pleadingly!

Well done for losing the 2lb and I hope you enjoyed the choc - the wonders of WW - where else could you still eat choc and stay within your 'diet' eh?

Anyway sending you lots of get well hugs!

Lesley
X

 

[Auburn]

Wow, those get well soon wishes really worked! Feeling loads better now, thanks girlies

Unfortunately, our friend the snow has returned, and I am now snowed in... gawd damn! Anyway, we'll see how it goes and I might get to work this afternoon, but we shall see. The boss has been in constant email contact, since my mobile is out of signal, and the boyo is chuffed to bits that he has managed to get to work... B****rd!

25.02.2010
Breakfast - Toast. then cereal. [5.5]
Lunch - ??
Tea - ??

Everything kinda depends on if I get anywhere, or not...

I so want to see Biker Boy for a hug. Fingers crossed the weather gets a kick up the tush please.

I might bake a cake.....

 

[Mumma K]

Oh My Gawd not again Jen xx it sure is snowy up where you are hun
glad you are feeling better though, so no rolling in the snow and catching cold again.

 

[bear1982]

You have so made me chuckle this lunch time!

Glad to hear you are feeling better and hop the snow has stopped now, we had some yesterday but thankfully has gone..... for now

xx

 

[Auburn]

Hahaha, no, no rolling in the snow, I behaved... Might make a snow angel at the weekend though if it's still here..!

Update on the scoffage:
Breakfast - Toast. then cereal. [5.5]
Lunch - Leftover mince, two WW Wraps [7]
Tea - WW Chicken Tomato and Basil thing [4]
Snacks - 2 digestives [2] a bagel and cheese triangle [2.5]

21. Hmm. Thought I'd have had more than that..?
Might have another bowl of cereal later...

Have a good evening people! I'm hoping to update this from work tomorrow... how radical...!!!!x

 

[OneDeterminedChick]

Hey Jen, glad your feeling better and I seriously wish we were into spring, all this snow/cold weather is seriously doin ma box in!!!!

Well done on your food for the last few days too...ur doing fab...xxx

 

[Auburn]

Thanks Linz, I am so so focussed right at this second, it is unbelievable. Boredom led to me clicking about on the internet yesterday, and I stumbled across a post on a forum, from my other half, lolling at fat women. I know by some miracle, or blindness, or something, he doesn't see me like that, but I do. I mean he doesn't get it, he thinks I can just walk into Topshop and buy a dress lol. And some of the pictures up there were of people much smaller than me, being ridiculed for being fat. Men are so cruel. Women are too, granted. But the general concensus was that anything over a size 12 was completely hideous. It didn't particularly upset me or owt, I know he fancies the pants off me, even if they are big fat bridgets rather than a sexy little thong or something. And I don't care what a bunch of internet-blokes on a website for car-geeks think about my size lol. But I don't want to be like this forever. I don't want him to be ashamed of me...

So...

I'm gonna have to get to that sodding gym, aren't I...

Today - I did it! I made it to work!! Ok, it took 3 of us to dig and push my car off the drive, but we did it

Now that I am not stuck in the house, I can concentrate better on my food!!

Breakfast - Mushrooms, beans and philly on toast - 4.5
Snack - banana - 1.5
Snack - one bite of an Asian Pear. Eurgh. I dunno if it was overripe, underripe, or just gak. Not nice. It was just bland and yucky.
Lunch - Ham and Tomato panini - 5?
Tea - I think I will do tagliatelle which I cannot spell. With ham. And broccoli. And some philly. I'm quite fond of whacking philly in everything at the moment... have you noticed? I might get some low-cal garlic bread too. 6 without the garlic bread.

I really fancy a bar of chocolate too, not maltesers, proper chocolate.
Or chocolate cake.

Hmm......x

 

[Mumma K]

tut tut to Biker Boy for joining in, lol bet he was only agreeing so he wasn't the one left out thats what men are like. yeah yeah yeah totally agree and your like wtf lol....
and in my opinion most of them are certainly missing out some of the worlds most sexiest females have been size 14 and over and thats a fact, who really fancies a bag of bones.

Agree with the Asian pear Jen they are hidiously yucky sort of crunchy and juiceless lol

 

[Auburn]

Thanks Kally

Update on the asian pear - I didn't get off my bum to take it to the bin, gross I know but its just sat on a plate on my desk.... about 2 hours ago I took a bite out of it, and it hasn't gone brown or anything at all, like an apple would. THIS THING IS NOT REAL FOOD!!!!

 

[Kater-tater]

Thanks Kally

Update on the asian pear - I didn't get off my bum to take it to the bin, gross I know but its just sat on a plate on my desk.... about 2 hours ago I took a bite out of it, and it hasn't gone brown or anything at all, like an apple would. THIS THING IS NOT REAL FOOD!!!!

Are you sure its not a fake plastic pear?

 

[Auburn]

Hahaha, not unless Morrisons are trying to fob me off with fake food... That would be really drastic... "OMG FAT COW, SELL HER FAKE FOOD!!!"
Hmm...
Would make me lose weight though

Ah... my favourite time of the day. 4pm - Everyone has buggered off, and I can get on with some real work I think I have 2 1/2 hours to kill before Biker Boy's done.

I'm pee'd off with this place at the moment. I always cover for anyone else when they are off sick or whatever. When I've been off, there's not even half my job been done, I don't know what's been done and what hasn't... it's a joke! And today they have told us we have an office move on Monday, so there's gonna be two hours, three hours, whatever, at least where we can't do any real work. Grumble.

Ooh... Apple Crumble. That'd be nice for supper.... mmmm....

 

[Mumma K]

What have they just sprung it on you just like that on Friday
your moving Monday what sort of a company is that ? eek

Have a great weekend Jen xx

 

[Kater-tater]

WW do toffee apple crumbles and they are lush!

 

[Auburn]

OMG TOFFEE APPLE CRUMBLES!!! I NEED TO FIND THESE!!!!!!!

Hi everybody

Hope you all had a really good weekend! We decided to drive out to a castle, which was closed due to the snow. Which was a shame, I wanted to take some nice snowy pictures of the castle..! Anyway, we decided to keep driving, and ended up on roads where the snow had drifted so badly, my car was bumping all over the place, the snow heaped at the side of the roads was almost twice the height of my little Fabia, and Biker Boy was sat there in the passenger seat going "Man this is ACE"... yes dear, you aren't bloody driving, it's actually pretty scary!!! lol. Anyway, we got through that, and I can honestly say that our relationship is stronger now

Anyhow, we've been so busy over the weekend, running about shopping and doing stuff, that I had the following:

Saturday - Total [17.5]
Breakfast - Poached eggs on toast [5]
Lunch - WW Chicken Soup [1.5]
Tea - M&S chinese dish + 3 spare ribs - [11]

Sunday - Total [16.5]
Breakfast - Bacon Sarnie [6.5]
Lunch.... nope [0]
Tea - jacket potato, beans, philly and a quorn burger [6.5]
WW Choc Mousse pudding thing [3]

Today - [17.5 pre dinner]
Breakfast - Toast [2]
Snack - cereal [3.5]
Snack - crisps and maltesers [7]
Lunch - tin of spaghetti [5]
Not sure what to have for tea - I think maybe a thai green curry which I will sparingly split between two portions! so that would be 2.5 for chicken, 1.5 for the thai paste, 3 for the coconut milk, free veggies and some rice - so 5 for that... 11 for the two, so 5.5 for the meal.

Good plan!

 

[Kater-tater]

Sounds like a plan batman!
I got those cumbles in Iceland, they are lovely!!!! I really want to make apple and blackberry crumble 2mo but the topping is so high in points??/

 

[Mumma K]

and Biker Boy was sat there in the passenger seat going "Man this is ACE"... yes dear, you aren't bloody driving, it's actually pretty scary!!! lol. Anyway, we got through that, and I can honestly say that our relationship is stronger now

You've gotta love that man classic !!

Sounds like a good plan Jen, never had green curry is it nice ?

Now making mental note to pop to Iceland on day off, and think of good hiding places so the wart hog can't eat them all lol

 

[Auburn]

hahah, find any good hiding places?

I'm feeling pretty down and unmotivated. I just want to eat junk food, and stodge and stuff. I had a normal chicken curry last night, after WI, I needed to stuff my face with naughty stuff...

I was really strict with myself this last week, really tried hard, and put on 2lbs. Its just NOT working. I don't know what I am doing wrong. It could be that I didn't eat enough over the weekend, it could be that I am retaining water as I am fast approaching crazy-lady week, it could be that I'm just crap at being good and eating kebabs and pizza in my sleep. Think the blokey would have noticed though... I didn't drink THAT much at the weekend, that I didn't count. I don't count the points in alcohol cos I drink so rarely. It was a bottle of peach lambrini and 3 morgans + diet cokes. I suppose that considered, I did consume my full points at the weekend. Who knows.

Maybe I need to go back to calorie counting for a while. I just don't know. I want to lose weight but its just not working right.

Today:
Breakfast - Poached eggs on toast [5]
Lunch - Tuna sandwich [4.5] cheese+chive snackajacks [2?] Maltesers [3.5]
Snack - WW Yogurt [1]
Tea - I don't know. I still want to have a thai green curry, but the light coconut milk itself is 18g of sat fat, which is slightly scary. I don't think I had worked it out right to be 3 points... Guess I had better have a chicken stirfry instead and save points for the green curry at the weekend or summat.

I feel really low. I think maybe crazy-lady week is early.. I just want to go to tescos on the way home, get a box of vanilla icecream, a box of maltesers and scoff the whole damn lot. Maybe I should stop at the fellas on the way home for a hug. Or, should I just go home and kick dad out the living room and get on Just Dance. I think i would regret the icecream, wouldn't I...

Also, I am eating too much chocolate. Diabetes is in my family, my mum has it and dad thinks he's coming down with it too, so I think I need to stop with that again. No more chocolate til easter, unless my babycakes buys me some for a surprise which... probably wouldn't happen..!
Days like this, I used to binge. I'm not going to. Decision made.

 

[Kater-tater]

Well done on not bingeing. Its not worth it and it never makes us feel any better. Im really sorry to hear about your little gain but looks how much you have already lost, thats such an achievement. I think if you want a treat and it wont make you binge have it. But being good will make you feel better than chocolate will, it always does for me, the acomplishment of having been good makes me feel alot better than eating junk. Im stuck home alone today and feeling low where i am bored and lonely. Ive promised myself i wont binge either and im not going to.
Go get a hug off your BABYCAKES tehe and that will cheer you up, and if that doesnt work there is always minimilks for an icecream treat.

 

[Mumma K]

{{{{ big big cyber hug for you Jen }}}}

Sorry to hear your feeling down hun
sometimes it seems that when you've been
really good it kicks you in the teeth, you have a blip
and you have a loss whats with that ? I'll never understand.
Sometimes it does do you good to have a change to something else for a while,
I really enjoyed the Rosemary C kick start and keeping to 1200 calories and keeping below the 5% rule was a lot harder to do than I had imagined, I don't know why I find it hard to keep to one plan.
But as its nearly time for Aunty Maud to give you a call lol it could very well be water rentention causing the gain and you'll see a whopper of a loss next week. xx