Jess's Diary - Weighed in a day early..

Hah, all I get from Jon is 'you shouldn't eat that', 'why are you snacking, you should eat 3 meals a day and no snacks', 'you haven't finished your meal, you should eat more so you don't feel the need to snack' urrrgh it does my head in lol. I mostly get him to leave me alone though. :p
 
The best of luck hun, sometimes we get ourselves so stressed out over dieting that that actually can have a negative effect on our efforts, maybe now you've made this decision you will see the results you want and deserve! I can recommend any of the Davina McCall fitness dvds they are really good especially the new one Superbody workout I think it is called and High Energy Five (??).
 
You have obviously given the dieting situation alot of thought jess & i think you have come to the right decision for you.

Like you say the restrictions work in a negative way so you need to feel in control of what you are doing/eating & the approach you are taking now will work best for you.

Just want to wish you lots of luck & if adam joins you then all the better.
Most important is for you to be happy,like one of the girls said earlier dont forget us & still pop by to let us know how you are getting on.
Hugs xxxx
 
Thanks everyone :)

I had a really healthy day yesterday. After my bruschetta and fruit lunch I had a spag bol for dinner. I think I had 6/7 portions of F&V. Today has not been so healthy but I haven't eaten too much. I had 2 hashbrowns for breakfast as I had induction for college. I was starving and it's all I had the cash for. I definately need to have a big bowl of cereal or something before going to college. I don't know what it is but whenever I'm sat in lessons my stomach rumbles like mad, it doesn't do it anywhere else. I'll also take fruit with me to snack on. Lunch was a 6 inch sub with a cookie and packet of quavers. Dinner will be the sausage, mash and braised cabbage I was supposed to have yesterday. I forgot the braised cabbage took a long time to cook so had the spag bol instead. Kept some mince by and will use some of the mash to make cottage pies.

I am starting my 3rd year now. I did a 2 year foundation degree so this top up year is a seperate qualification. Only 2 people, including me, from my course are taking it! We were going to be mixed with golf and equine management but no equine people are taking it so it's just us 2 and golf.. it's a total sausagefest, I'm the only girl. It's only 1 and half days though and I'm not really interested in socialising. There is a group module though and they don't really seem like hard workers.
 
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good idea on stepping back from "dietting" - if it doesnt work for you then sensible eating is a really good idea. Good luck with being back at uni - i'm back and already being reminded on the hardships of healthy eating! :p

take care xxx
 
Woke up at 11:30 today :p Had some toast with peanut butter and orange juice for lunch, yummy. I think I'm just going to have a couple of snacks to keep me going up dinner. An apple, bar of dark chocolate and those go ahead yoghurt bar things. Having stew for dinner tonight. I'm really enjoying cooking at the moment and I've bought some food magazines. Picked an array of yummy dishes to have next week. I made braised cabbage for the first time yesterday, it was yummy! Weighed myself this morning and my weight is going back down :) I haven't started my exercise yet, it's too dark to go walking when Adam gets home from work but I'll start doing the DVDs soon.. I have a tae-bo one and a belly dancing one but I'm going to buy some 10 minute solution DVDs off Amazon on Friday.
 
Hey Jess, just catching up and just wanted to say here here to your decission. I know you attitude is the right one, sometimes i get so obseessed with food when i'm dieting that i can think of nothing else, which obviously then makes me hungry and..... well we all know the rest.
From time to time i have taken breaks from dieting and i think it has done me good, i never seem to stay off it for too long but sometimes its just nice not to worry about it, enjoy your food and then i find i can come back to it ready to give it my best shot instead of feeling like i have to. Hope that makes sense.
So best of luck but like everyone says-dont you go anywhere young lady!!
 
Hiya jess...:)
i wish you loads of luck with the sensible eating hun...Thanks for bobbing into my diary and for the BNS dip recipe hmm hmm sounds fab im sure it would be just as good with ELF philly?
When you have a minute i wouldnt mind the risotto recipe too...Thanks xx
 
Hi sorry haven't posted before! Just read your long post and wanted to say good luck on your new journey. You sound like you've made the right decision, and I really hope it works out for you!

Good luck with the exercise too, I too love walking but country lanes at night are not fun :(

So good luck with it and I'll pop in and see how you're doing

xx
 
Hey Jess, just catching up and just wanted to say here here to your decission. I know you attitude is the right one, sometimes i get so obseessed with food when i'm dieting that i can think of nothing else, which obviously then makes me hungry and..... well we all know the rest.
From time to time i have taken breaks from dieting and i think it has done me good, i never seem to stay off it for too long but sometimes its just nice not to worry about it, enjoy your food and then i find i can come back to it ready to give it my best shot instead of feeling like i have to. Hope that makes sense.
So best of luck but like everyone says-dont you go anywhere young lady!!

Don't worry, I won't go anywhere :) I want to see how everyone is doing.

Hiya jess...:)
i wish you loads of luck with the sensible eating hun...Thanks for bobbing into my diary and for the BNS dip recipe hmm hmm sounds fab im sure it would be just as good with ELF philly?
When you have a minute i wouldnt mind the risotto recipe too...Thanks xx

Yeah, I think philly would work well! I haven't tried the rissotto recipe, I'm having it this week. Here is it:

Chop one butternut squash up, spray with low cal spray and roast at 200C/6 for about 30 mins.

Warm 600ml/1 pint of veg stock in a pan on a low heat, drop the squash in and leave it to gently poach.

While the squash is roasting warm a pan over a gentle heat and add oil (or you could use low cal spray) and 25g butter (or low fat butter spread) followed by 1 finely chopped onion. Cover and cook for 3 mins until the onion turns translucent. Stir in 1 finely chopped celery, 2 crushed garlic cloves, 1tsp fresh thyme and 1 bay leaf. Add some pepper but no salt at this stage. Cover again and cook for 2 more mins.

Increase the heat slightly and stir in 140g rissotto rice (like arborio). Stir uncovered for about 5 mins.

Turn up the heat, stir in 100ml white wine and let it bubble away to almost nothing. Turn the heat down and add one ladel of stock at a time, stirring gently but constantly. Wait until it's absorbed before adding the next ladel. By the last ladel the squash should have softened; mash it up with the remaining stock and stir into the rissotto.

Turn off the heat, dot the top with butter (or low cal butter spread) and 50g of grated parmasan. Cover and leave to rest for 2 minutes, then stir through and check seasoning.

Serves 2.

The original recipe had 4tbsp of olive oil which you can substitute for spray I'd imagine, and the 50g of butter can be butter spread. The original recipe is 864 cals and 21g sat fat per serving (18 points). If you use spray just take off 7 points for the oil and whatever the difference between 25g of butter and spread is.

Hi sorry haven't posted before! Just read your long post and wanted to say good luck on your new journey. You sound like you've made the right decision, and I really hope it works out for you!

Good luck with the exercise too, I too love walking but country lanes at night are not fun :(

So good luck with it and I'll pop in and see how you're doing

xx

Thank you :)
 
Food for today:

Bowl of crunchy nut cereal, SS milk and glass of orange juice.

Homemade soup with a roll.

Packet of french fries and a crunchie.

Got a jacket potato cooking in the oven to have with coleslaw, beans and cheese.

I've read through the I Can Make You Slim book and it's basically what I came to work out on my own. Only eat when hungry (and do eat when hungry!) eat whatever I want but enjoy it, stop when full and eat slowly. There were some techniques in there that are supposed to stop cravings but I'm very sceptical about stuff like that. I'll try it, though I'm not really getting cravings anyway. I'm not actually finding it hard to not eat when I'm not hungry. Stopping when full is harder because it's hard to tell. He says if you're worried about being hungry soon after eat again, but if I leave some dinner it'll go cold and I'll have to get a snack.. just feels like waste. It's a bit hard to get my head around after so long dieting to stop thinking about how many calories are in things and how much I've eaten already but I'm sure it'll leave me in time.

Beyond chocolate came today so I'll give that a read tonight.
 
Thankyou for the recipe jess..:)
i had a look on the bbc food website and there are some great recipes for bns,a bns chilli that looks nice all for 4½ points im gonna do tomoz wiv my homegrown bns....xx
 
Just watched the Derren Brown thing.. I drew a few random things but I got a spiral, 3 squares in each other, a spiralish rose and a spiral in a tree I drew. I didn't read any newspapers today but I bet it was because of her bloody freaky eyes! They definately looked like 3 circles. If you didn't watch it you won't have any idea what I'm talking about :p

I was only given one shift at work this week which worried me because I really need 2 to be able to pay my rent etc! I got one of the mini managers to talk to the main manager as I haven't been in at the same time as him for ages and he just forgot to put me down then could only fit me in for one shift afterwards. He's going to cut other people's hours to make sure I have 2 shifts, pheeew. That's a worry off my mind. Worried about starting college again Monday though. New place, new people, new teachers, practically new subject. I've mostly been friends with girls and I've only recently started making friends with guys. I actually get on really well with guys, but this bunch just seem a bit.. meh. Whenever they saw girls they were all like "helloooo" and leery. A bit immature I guess. When they found out there was a pub on campus they said "well that's where I'll be at 9 in the morning". Yeah, you're *so* cool! They all looked like they spent more time on their appearance than me (not really that hard :p).. I get on well with geeky guys, not preppy prats. I have a feeling they are going to make my work look a lot better though, they seriously spent most of their previous year playing golf rather than doing much theory work. I just feel like I'm constantly starting a fresh. When I finish this year I'll be moving again (not a big whoop as my only 2 friends left here are moving) and [hopefully] starting a new [real] job.. scary! That'll be 5 moves in 3 years. Should be able to settle down then, finally!

Ooh, don't know where that all came from. Just planned to write about my noms for the day!

Breakfast - Jam donut
Lunch - Veggi burger and medium fries
Dinner - Half a battered sausage and chips
Snacks - None :D

As you can see, a very healthy day ;) Tomorrow won't be much better. Adam's work mates are coming over and we're having a board game night. Playing zombies, risk and another geeky game. Pizza shall be enjoyed by all and alcohol will be consumed. Yay!
 
Have you lost any weight since you stopped dieting or just maintained? Snacking less?


Ooops, I pressed thanks instead of quote haha.

Tbh I've stopped even PMcK'ing, I'm being TERRIBLE at the moment. I really want to do CD again and maintain with PMcK but CD will be impossible at uni, at least for the first few weeks anyway. Thing is that cause I've basically decided that's what I'm going to do, I'm not even trying at the moment. :eek:

When I started PMcKing I lost 1lb and then it all sort of went to pot. :eek:

I may consider LL because that actually addresses the causes of your overeating :) with the weekly 'session'. Though I think your BMI might have to be 30... hahaha, if that's true I am NOT purposely putting on weight. Though it would be nice. Mmmmmmm burgers. :p

Sorry, I've gone off on a bit of a tangent hahaha. :p
 
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Hey my lovely. Just wanted to say good luck with your new journey. I really hope it works out for. Hope you are enjoying 3rd year so far. Take care and don't be a stranger. xx
 
hey Jess, i am totally like you and feel i get on much better with geeks than preppy-type guys..

i like that geeky people are generally eccentric in one manner but down to earth in another.. if you get me.. whereas preppy-types just seem to love themselves.. :p
 
Hello peeps. Getting over a really bad cold so that's why I haven't been around. Couldn't even crawl in bed and sleep through it, had to go to college as it was the first week. Think it's gonna be a tough year. Looking forward to getting started on my dissertation though.

Will update soon but for now this is all I can be bothered with. Having to use the on screen keyboard :/
 
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