Hi guys, got back from Chamonix yesterday and am missing little D like crazy already. It really hurts.
So what with all the nappy talk, I realise I've neglected to mention the other D word. Food wise, my plan while being away (in fact, for life) was to focus on waiting until I'm hungry to eat, trying to make wise food choices (i.e. Dukan-based but nothing being off limits if I fancy it) and then stopping when full. I won't say I completely succeeded but it wasn't an abject fail either. Basically, I did, for most meals, only eat when hungry and stop when full. But the food choices...well, let's just say I possibly consumed a year's worth of Dukan's conso cheese quantities. In 3 days. I'm always amazed by my capacity to eat cheese. I like to think of it as a life skill but.....
On the Friday, every meal was basically some variation of bread and cheese: baguette and melted cheese for breakfast, 4 cheese crepe for lunch, cheese fondu with bread chunks for dinner..... Plus one day I had a beautiful chocolate mousse patisserie thing with macaroons on top and also over the week ate a ton of chocolate and these crisps you get in France which I adore - a bit like crunchy cheetos but goat's cheese flavour. OMG, they're like the crack cocaine of the crisp world. Thank god you can't get them here, that's all I'm saying.
And there were a few times when I ate until I was too full, but better than usual I'd say. I ran 3 times which was something, although significantly less exercise than I usually get in a week in London when I'm walking 6 miles total, to and from work.
So weighed in this morning and had gained 0.8lb - am taking that as a bit of a result because I also just got my period and well, when I think what I was eating... Saying that, I'm not completely surprised as I really was making an effort to stop eating when full and to let myself get hungry. And we were eating early most nights because of D which I swear helps.
My big challenge is to choose healthy food. It's weird, because I totally see myself as a healthy person, and I love healthy food, but when left to my own devices I can happily eat crap for days and days. One problem is that now that I've realised how little I need to eat to feel pleasantly full, I sort of feel like I should choose fatty, sugary food to get maximum pleasure from it. So I need to tell myself that feeling full on veg and low fat protein is also a good idea. That's the plan for this week anyway! (Apart from breakfast today which was mostly chocolate-based. Oops.....)
Still catching up on old timers' diaries (Alotto, are you there? I'm reading you now...) and looking forward to getting to know those who joined since I went AWOL.
I've also realised how truly awful it is to just disappear. I absolutely swear that I won't do it again. If I decide to stop posting (no intention to, but then, I really didn't intend to the last time either...), I will check in to say goodbye/ see you later. Sorry again guys, I do realise it was actually very rude.
Joodle xxx