Kay's journey to health and happiness

Don't worry hun, I had 2 weeks of gains before this, I though it would only take me a week to get back on it but it took me 2, but the moral of the story is, we will get there in the end :D, I'm sure your gonna have a fab week now, sometimes we just need to get it out of our system ;) xx

I know. But I wasn't expecting to put 8lbs on in 1 week! lol. Oh well! xxxx

No no no, I'm not a happy bunny :(:(:(.

The hospital just rang and they have bumped me down the list AGAIN !! This is the 2nd time they have done this ! I am running out of bloody patience ! :mad: They say a more serious case has come up again.

My Op has now been moved to middle of June, it was supposed to be at the end of this month. I had my scans done last November, I have been waiting since then :cry:. It's taking forever and they keep changing the date . At this rate I will be home till August ! This whole year has been a write off !


Why do I even bother ! I'm so fed up with everything !! :cry::cry::cry:

I just want to disappear :sad0071: .

Aw no, so sorry to hear that bunny :mad: That is so annoying!!!!! Hope you get sorted soon and the NHS gives themselves a kick up the bum and sorts it out for you!!! Sending big cyber hugs your way!!! xxxxx
 
Thank you everyone, your all so supportive and kind, I'd probably go half mad without my mins friends.

Group hug xx

:grouphugg:

I managed to catch up with my sister on Skype (she is 6 hours behind in Texas) so had to wait till she was up. I feel sorry for her because I was blasting down the phone :(, but she listened and calmed me down. I'm still mighty upset but there is nothing I can do but wait my turn. It just messes things up for me. I had plans in place for myself for the rest of the year, the longer the operation takes, the more other things get delayed. Anyway the only thing that is my control and I can carry on with is my weightloss journey. To be honest the way they are carrying on, I don't feel too confident that my operation will happen in June either. They will probably bump me down the list again :(.

Anyway now I will try and focus on my next award for 4.5 stones, at least I know I have enough time to get that under my belt ;) that thought makes me happy. You'll all be glad to know I didn't go off plan, I actually found it hard to eat, I was so pissed off.

I'm sorry I haven't been my usual self today, its just when you've waited for something so long, its a big kick in the teeth. Anyway hope your all having a lovely day :), this also means you've got me on here for longer lol :p .

Kay xx
 
Thank you everyone, your all so supportive and kind, I'd probably go half mad without my mins friends.

Group hug xx

:grouphugg:

I managed to catch up with my sister on Skype (she is 6 hours behind in Texas) so had to wait till she was up. I feel sorry for her because I was blasting down the phone :(, but she listened and calmed me down. I'm still mighty upset but there is nothing I can do but wait my turn. It just messes things up for me. I had plans in place for myself for the rest of the year, the longer the operation takes, the more other things get delayed. Anyway the only thing that is my control and I can carry on with is my weightloss journey. To be honest the way they are carrying on, I don't feel too confident that my operation will happen in June either. They will probably bump me down the list again :(.

Anyway now I will try and focus on my next award for 4.5 stones, at least I know I have enough time to get that under my belt ;) that thought makes me happy. You'll all be glad to know I didn't go off plan, I actually found it hard to eat, I was so pissed off.

I'm sorry I haven't been my usual self today, its just when you've waited for something so long, its a big kick in the teeth. Anyway hope your all having a lovely day :), this also means you've got me on here for longer lol :p .

Kay xx

Bless you Kay - you are wonderful to be so controlled and not go off plan - I really admire you for that. We just have to hope that these things happen for a reason xx
 
Bless you Kay - you are wonderful to be so controlled and not go off plan - I really admire you for that. We just have to hope that these things happen for a reason xx

Thank you Mandy for your support, I really appreciate it hun ;). I'm still gutted, but as you said, its life, we don't always get what we want when we want, everything has a reason, its just not my time yet xx
 
I'm ok now Von, still a bit sad but will get over it. How have u got on with your packing hun ? xx

I've sent one back Hun x
I can imagine you feeling sad but try not to dwell in it ,
Yea I've put some stuff together but I think I'm going to see if sis will take it back with them on Sunday , she will be ringing me tonight so il ask her ,

Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins
 
TODAYS EATS

GREEN DAY

Breakfast -
Egg, Salad & Cheese (hea) in wm roll (heb)

Lunch -
Lentil Curry with rice 2 syns

Dinner -
Philly Roasted Veg with Pasta (hea) - leftovers from yesterday

Dessert -
Quark with choc options white chocolate 2 syns, with strawberries

Drinks -
x1 peppermint tea
x1 salted caramel green tea
nas squash
2L of Water

TOTAL SYNS = 4 :)
 
I've sent one back Hun x
I can imagine you feeling sad but try not to dwell in it ,
Yea I've put some stuff together but I think I'm going to see if sis will take it back with them on Sunday , she will be ringing me tonight so il ask her ,

Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Thanks Vonnie, chat with sister really helped. You sound pretty organised :), how do you feel about tomorrows weigh in ? xx
 
Thanks Vonnie, chat with sister really helped. You sound pretty organised :), how do you feel about tomorrows weigh in ? xx

Mixed feelings really , some days I felt like it was losing But then the following day I'd feel bloated, so I'm not too sure ,

Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins
 
Mixed feelings really , some days I felt like it was losing But then the following day I'd feel bloated, so I'm not too sure ,

Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

It's been 9 days, that's a long time, do u feel your clothes are a bit loser ? they must be by now :p xx
 
It's been 9 days, that's a long time, do u feel your clothes are a bit loser ? they must be by now :p xx

Yea I thought that today the jeans I had on I bought while here prob in jan, in the new look sale , I was unsure when I got then coz they were a but snug , now there about 3inches too big on the waist , but that's been loose for the past month , but today I noticed the bum and legs felt a lot looser today,, so hopefully

Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins
 
Yea I thought that today the jeans I had on I bought while here prob in jan, in the new look sale , I was unsure when I got then coz they were a but snug , now there about 3inches too big on the waist , but that's been loose for the past month , but today I noticed the bum and legs felt a lot looser today,, so hopefully

Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Gosh I will be so excited tomorrow if u get your 8 stone, that would be amazing ! :p xx
 
Whoopsie I think I should change my bunny picture from sad to happy, those bugg*rs can't get me down ! xx
 
Hello again Kay, you sound a little chirpier honey. :) Thats it girl dont let them get you down, its not worth it. On a selfish note we get you for a little longer. xxxx
 
Back
Top