has been one disaster of a weekend argggggggggggg stress ,,,,, found out on thurs/friday stepson has been lying and stealing again banned from yet another shop for shoplifting i thought we had sorted this out months ago grrrr, he went to cadet camp so thought id get a quiet BBQ and have a laugh but nooooooooo the family from hell down the street decided to get really drunk and hurl abuse at me and one of the neighbours so it was a call to the police and he got arrested and we spent the night on tenterhooks incase his family decided to retaliate, then stepson came back from camp and had matches left over and decided to try set fire to house so has been visit to stepdaughters ( shes disabled) social worker to beg for help so shall see what happens next.
So ive drank to much booze all weekend had 2 takeaways plus the BBQ im such a fat git i feel huge like a bloody elephant and im so fed up with myself.
Its weigh in on Weds and im sure ill have gained probably everything ive bloody lost the way i feel, but its off to zumba tonite so im hoping that will give me a energy boost and a bit of positivity