Wow, well it has been a very long time since I been on here and so much has changed in my life...where to start.....
I started working full time in November last year, which I absolutely love...
Split up with my long term partner in December...
Now living on my own with my two babies, working and trying to keep my head above water!!
It's hard work and I have so many very low days and I feel so guilty about the kids, and that I have ruined their life
I don't like being on my own, but trying to build the confidence to do so.
With all the stress before left my ex I lost loads of weight and got down to a size 10, but over the past few months, it started creeping up as I am maybe comfort eating a little, I am still a size 12 but feel uncomfortable and want to raise my self confidence.
My ex hasn't bothered with the children since March, when he spat in my face and called me scum and lots of other colour things in front of both my children, so my daughter point blank refuses to ever see him again, things got real bad and now he has a restraining order and has to go through a solicitor to arrange contact, which means he won't bother so I have absolutely no free time and I feel I am going potty, I get no me time and that gets me down, don't get me wrong I love my kids and my job but when do I get a break?
Anyway, thought I would come back on here for support more than anything, plus all my stuff is still at my exs house and he won't let me have it (i walked out on him with only a suitcase of clothes) so I have none of my slimming world stuff, so hoping I can get back into it with all your help.
I hope you are all well and I hope to speak to you all soon!
Krazi