LeaE's Jelly Wobble

[LeaE]

Yeah I had stopped but I just wanted to this morning but wish I hadn't lol my own fault ! Don't worry even though I haven't lost anything I'm still sticking on the diet and I'm still not coming off it for Sunday I'm still sticking with it I was just annoyed but oh well big sigh x got to say just had a strawberry tetra and a black tea and I'm shattered not sure why but I am so I think I'm having an early night tonight x ooohhh I loved apprentice last night but why oh why was that woman not fired she was pants ! Mr sugar wants to be regretting that one x oh and four rooms was good too that gold Rolex that he wanted half a million for what a joke it was mingling ! Anyway my breaks nearly over x had several compliments on my hair today x it looks so different ! And vardey and sharon how are u x and where's pip gone ! X

 

[therealbbe]

Hello sweetie I am good thank you just settling down for lunch hahahahaha sounds so funny stock and bar!!! Havel lovely day and agree mr sugar is silly so silly!!! Xxxx

 

[demonp]

Here i am! Just got a friend coming round now so can't chat but will be back this pm. Hope she notices the weight loss! X

 

[demonp]

She didn't notice! Bloody hell. . .when will i start to look different? Oh listen to me, I've become so self obsessed. . .its all about me me me! Time to get over myself! How are you lovely ladies? Your comments about your hair made me laugh LeahE. We've all had that moment when you forget that you have changed your hair and have the "who is that" mirror moment in the morning. On another note, had the oriental chilli soup yesterday-yum! Hubby now wants some! X

 

[LeaE]

Ha ha ha pip ! Yr comment about her not noticing and when will you see a difference ! Self obsessed ? Lmao sounds just like my posts so if that means I'm self obsessed too so be it lol and yeah x well here is my self divulging points ! Today doing the school runs everyone said my hair was amazing ! Made me look so much different a guy said it was sexy ! Several ppl are copying and well everyone noticed so yeah now yr thinking aahhh she must be so pleased well actually no I'm not 5 bloody weeks I haven't eaten for and 25lbs I have lost and do they notice the results of all my hard work ooohhh no not a peep but dying my hair for thirty mins at a cost of £15 whhoooooo yeah the world notices lmao I'm only joking I'm just being silly but it is annoying isn't it when ppl don't notice u are losing weight x I think u should post me a few pics on here like I dared to do I can make a judge to if yr shape has changed yet plus we can then keep comparing xxx anyways hope everyone is ok I am now and I'm cooking tea for everyone x chicken cheese and bacon mash potato and mixed veg x mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm and I'm vegetarian lol

 

[demonp]

So glad it's not just me then! I would be exactly the same about you re the hair. You really just want to scream and say "are you bloody blind! Do you know what it is like to not eat solid food! Have you not noticed that i am disappearing?". Pain in the arse isn't it? Never mind, we aren't doing it for them-we are doing it for us. I will try and get brave and do some photos soon promise. X

 

[LeaE]

Well it's weigh in on Sunday and I really want 3lbs to get to 2 stone off spesh with the christening but as I said yesterday it doesn't look too hopeful ! This I feel may make sticking 100% ss throughout the christening extremely hard work but what can u do hey big sigh x think I better get focused on this being a long winded journey and even if I do sts or just lose a pound figure that so far I wouldn't have lost this amount on any other diet so to accept a pants loss or sts as just one of those weeks x I'm working all today and I must say I'm shattered didn't get to bed till 2.30 as my niece slept and I was having a real head mess evening how I didn't give in is beyond me ! Last night I just couldn't stop thinking about how fat and ugly I am and it's awful to say but I feel sorry for my bf being with me when I look like I do and just kept thinking ! Makes it hard as he works in a bar in town and loads of slim pretty girls try it on and that really tests the trust issue for me spesh when I know I'm no oil painting ! Anyway I went to bed and just had to put that to rest but I must admit between me and my diary it really bugs me and I hate his job for that but resigning myself to if I'm not good enough or fit enough he can go ! And that he isn't worth it if he ever did anything or thought he could do better x Miss Monroe said if u can't handle me at my worst u dont deserve me at my best and she was right wasn't she ! Was a far too deep emotional night last night spoke to my sister about my weight food issues and how my mum impacts on mine and it was awful talking about it but brings a certain grasp of realisation to being fat ! Discussing the time I got kicked off a fairground ride for being so fat was painful and the thought that I don't think I even enjoy food and feel normally satisfied by it but just ate excess when starving when I hadn't eaten all day ! It really have me food for thought ! No pun intended lol I do now worry that I wouldn't fit in a plane seat and that chairs could be too small that clothes don't fit nice and I'm limited to set shops that I'm seen as the fat one that this could make me ill that I might not be there for my children and loads and loads ! I'm worrying more now ! Now I have lost 25lbs than I have ever before ! It's like even though I'm thinner well lighter it's like I have just realised the amount of weight I'm carrying !
So I was committed before but even more so now and thought I needed something to keep me more on track sooooo today I'm off shopping x I'm buying myself a cheap pair of size 18 jeans from primark ! Jeans as they have no stretch and cheap as they are just a gage for fitting primark as they have small fittings so if I slim to fit into their 18 I will be a true 18 as any other shops 18 will fit !
Oh a new love of mine seems to be black coffee not strong but never drank coffee ever ever but over the last week I love it x just having one now x anyhow we have a kids party tonight so better get a move on and get things sorted really x have a good day ppl x

 

[LeaE]

Right check this ! Bought some size 18 jeans as I said I would ! Rushed home ! Tried them on and they only bloody fit ! Best £5 I ever spent ! But now I need to get some 16s to hang up and get into as a target !! No rush though as I think I will need to lose about 3 stone before I'm even close but all good !!!!!!! Right shower and kids party !!!! No weight loss this week but least that cheered me up !

 

[therealbbe]

Right check this ! Bought some size 18 jeans as I said I would ! Rushed home ! Tried them on and they only bloody fit ! Best £5 I ever spent ! But now I need to get some 16s to hang up and get into as a target !! No rush though as I think I will need to lose about 3 stone before I'm even close but all good !!!!!!! Right shower and kids party !!!! No weight loss this week but least that cheered me up !

Whoohooooo well done lovely that is brilliant awwww what a feeling <start singing and dancing happy dance> best 5 quid ever Hell Yeah!!! xxxxx

 

[LeaE]

Thank u Sharon x x x just spoke to a friend on lighter life and she spends £72 a week on that oh my word and she has been on it since August can u even comprehend the money she could have saved doing cd Jesus Christ ! Mind they do get a meal ish kinda thing x she has gone from 20st 3 lbs to somewhere in here 14s so that is good I suppose but £72 a week is still harsh ! Anyway will catch up later as I'm meeting my best mates awful bf for the 1st time so should be fun x x blood excited about them size 16 jeans and I'm miles off aren't I sad !

 

[demonp]

Right check this ! Bought some size 18 jeans as I said I would ! Rushed home ! Tried them on and they only bloody fit ! Best £5 I ever spent ! But now I need to get some 16s to hang up and get into as a target !! No rush though as I think I will need to lose about 3 stone before I'm even close but all good !!!!!!! Right shower and kids party !!!! No weight loss this week but least that cheered me up !

That is bloody fantastic! Hang onto that feeling and whenever you feel like it is all too much just remember how great it feels to fit into those jeans-and they are just going to get smaller! A girl i work with said to a guy today " Pip is losing too much weight-look her clothes look silly"! I said is that a back handed compliant-do you think i look thinner-and she said,yes definitely and she had been thinking it for days. I said why didn't you say anything and she said-"don't know really"! I didn't know whether to hug or hit her. . .as i work in HR i went with the hug! So slowly but surely Im getting there. . .we all are, whether it be with a smaller pair of jeans or a compliant-we are bloody doing it girls! Yay us! X x x

 

[LeaE]

That is bloody fantastic! Hang onto that feeling and whenever you feel like it is all too much just remember how great it feels to fit into those jeans-and they are just going to get smaller! A girl i work with said to a guy today " Pip is losing too much weight-look her clothes look silly"! I said is that a back handed compliant-do you think i look thinner-and she said,yes definitely and she had been thinking it for days. I said why didn't you say anything and she said-"don't know really"! I didn't know whether to hug or hit her. . .as i work in HR i went with the hug! So slowly but surely Im getting there. . .we all are, whether it be with a smaller pair of jeans or a compliant-we are bloody doing it girls! Yay us! X x x

Bloody hell pip that's great that's better than the jeans ! I get hardly any feedback from ppl only the ppl who know I'm doing it say yes I can tell and I think they only say it because they think they should so that for u is amazing xc well done sugar plum and roll on the next weigh in x

 

[therealbbe]

Thank u Sharon x x x just spoke to a friend on lighter life and she spends £72 a week on that oh my word and she has been on it since August can u even comprehend the money she could have saved doing cd Jesus Christ ! Mind they do get a meal ish kinda thing x she has gone from 20st 3 lbs to somewhere in here 14s so that is good I suppose but £72 a week is still harsh ! Anyway will catch up later as I'm meeting my best mates awful bf for the 1st time so should be fun x x blood excited about them size 16 jeans and I'm miles off aren't I sad !

Jeweeze that is extortionate sod that I love my CDC she is fab can't fault her and that lighter life you have group meeting if I wanted that I would of stuck with SW or WW hahahahaha

Ooooooohhh bestie yukky boyfriend eeeek hope it goes well huni and as for the jeans you will be there soon enough just know it no sweat!! Xxxxx

 

[therealbbe]

That is bloody fantastic! Hang onto that feeling and whenever you feel like it is all too much just remember how great it feels to fit into those jeans-and they are just going to get smaller! A girl i work with said to a guy today " Pip is losing too much weight-look her clothes look silly"! I said is that a back handed compliant-do you think i look thinner-and she said,yes definitely and she had been thinking it for days. I said why didn't you say anything and she said-"don't know really"! I didn't know whether to hug or hit her. . .as i work in HR i went with the hug! So slowly but surely Im getting there. . .we all are, whether it be with a smaller pair of jeans or a compliant-we are bloody doing it girls! Yay us! X x x

Ahhhhhhh pip def a compliment and Wtg for the hug and not the bop on nose hahahahaha!!! Your right doesn't matter how we get we just need toget there!! I haven't noticed a different really belly tick still there, thunder thighs tick still there, bit arms tick still there and big boobs tick still there arggggggg I know it's because I have a good 3 half stone still to go and it will hit the areas I want gone last - this is called sods law and not fair but I have started to accept life isnt fair sometimes just get on with it Sharon and bloody show the world you can do this!!!!! I think that is why I am not complacent yet!! Now I have a long journey still ahead of me but I know I will get there xxxxx

 

[LeaE]

Sharon u ate doing fab keep at it lass and u think u have a long way to go try thinking about the 9 stone I gotta shift I'm not even 2 stone down yet !!!!!!!! Lol oh well only my own fault !!!

 

[Vjdisme]

Are you always cold in ketosis ?

 

[therealbbe]

Sharon u ate doing fab keep at it lass and u think u have a long way to go try thinking about the 9 stone I gotta shift I'm not even 2 stone down yet !!!!!!!! Lol oh well only my own fault !!!

Awwwwww sweetie my heart does go out to you because I could of been there why in sought help with 5 stone and not 9 I have no idea!!! My friend is 27 stone and 5ft 2 and loves herself he can't walk far she is married and if I am honest I am jealous of her!! I wish I loved myself like she loves herself xxxxx

 

[vadey]

Lea. Chin up hunny! Everyone is doing amazingly well and it's a tough diet !! You are stunning, with you glossy hair and you lovely eyes.

Ladies you make me proud! How good are you all x

 

[LeaE]

Yes Hun we are usually cold when ketosis kicks in but u learn to live with it x I have a lovely boiling hot bubble bath then that warms me up long enough for me to fall asleep because I never drop off if my feet are cold x and thank u guys I'm fine honest 9 stone ppfffttttt I can do 9 stone lol x

 

[Vjdisme]

Yes Hun we are usually cold when ketosis kicks in but u learn to live with it x I have a lovely boiling hot bubble bath then that warms me up long enough for me to fall asleep because I never drop off if my feet are cold x and thank u guys I'm fine honest 9 stone ppfffttttt I can do 9 stone lol x

Take it one at a time that's what I'm gonna do , like a countdown , you can nearly cross 2 off already ay xxxx