LeaE's Jelly Wobble
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kfirth
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Hi lea, I've been catching up with your diary. Firstly, you're gorgeous Girly! No wonder that handsome man wants to spend time with you and those happy kids! 
And into a size 18! I'm really pleased for you You'll blow them all away with how fantastic you look when you go to the christening! Keep your chin up lovely because you have so much inner strength and beauty! You're not ugly, ugly is mean and cold and lives on the inside! You are warm and giving and caring! What's more beautiful than that!
Have a fab weekend with those you love and keep posting because I'm ever so nosey lol xxx
And into a size 18! I'm really pleased for you
You'll blow them all away with how fantastic you look when you go to the christening! Keep your chin up lovely because you have so much inner strength and beauty! You're not ugly, ugly is mean and cold and lives on the inside! You are warm and giving and caring! What's more beautiful than that! Have a fab weekend with those you love and keep posting because I'm ever so nosey lol xxx
Vjdisme
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kfirth said:Hi lea, I've been catching up with your diary. Firstly, you're gorgeous Girly! No wonder that handsome man wants to spend time with you and those happy kids!
And into a size 18! I'm really pleased for you
Have a fab weekend with those you love and keep posting because I'm ever so nosey lol xxx
That's lovely I agree u r beautiful and don't tell yourself any different ever
LeaE
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kfirth said:Hi lea, I've been catching up with your diary. Firstly, you're gorgeous Girly! No wonder that handsome man wants to spend time with you and those happy kids!
And into a size 18! I'm really pleased for you
Have a fab weekend with those you love and keep posting because I'm ever so nosey lol xxx
Ah thank u kfirth that's such a lovely post x I will take pics and stuff and will defo be posting as this diary and all u ladies keep me going x how are u getting on love x
demonp
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LeaE said:
Of course its not a waste of money-you can't walk round with sagging jeans and you know that in a couple of weeks those 18s are going to be. I can only agree with everyone else's posts-you really do have fab hair, gorge eyes and a great body shape which is just going to get better. But-more importantly, you are such a kind, warm,giving person. I know i only know you via the words that you write, but those words say a lot! Plus, it takes a very special person to do the work that you do. Without people like you, this world would be a very cold place. Big hugs to you.,and have a nice Saturday. X
demonp
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therealbbe said:Awwwwww sweetie my heart does go out to you because I could of been there why in sought help with 5 stone and not 9 I have no idea!!! My friend is 27 stone and 5ft 2
Hey miss sneaky-I've just read about your amazing wi on another thread! 1 &a half stone in 3 weeks-that is bloody incredible! I am so pleased for you! That fairy dust is clearly powerful stuf! Well done hun, you are powering your way through those pounds-inspirational stuff. X x x
LeaE
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Good morning everyone xxx kfirth good luck hun hope u are pleased with whatever u lose but good luck for the next stone barrier as it is a good feeling so do let me know how u get on x how long have u been doing this and how far have u come so far ? Thank u pip for yr lovely words and I do appreciate them it's lovely of u and x well just ahhhhh x I don't feel v good about my looks that why I'm here doing this but inside I think I'm an ok person so ta love x
Well it's weigh in tomoz for me and I'm totally not looking forward to it as I know it will be a small loss ! It has to be something as I have been 100% but I'm thinking a pound probably but it's better than nothing I suppose and I can't expect to lose loads all the time can I x
Well today I have loads to do starting with cleaning the house then meadowhell then popping to my nanans then sorting me and the kids for tomorrow yawn ! Makes me tired just thinking about it lol oh and the car needs doing so all fun x anyway look forward to everyone's catch up posts hope u all have a lovely day x tc xx
Well it's weigh in tomoz for me and I'm totally not looking forward to it as I know it will be a small loss ! It has to be something as I have been 100% but I'm thinking a pound probably but it's better than nothing I suppose and I can't expect to lose loads all the time can I x
Well today I have loads to do starting with cleaning the house then meadowhell then popping to my nanans then sorting me and the kids for tomorrow yawn ! Makes me tired just thinking about it lol oh and the car needs doing so all fun x anyway look forward to everyone's catch up posts hope u all have a lovely day x tc xx
WillpowerWoman
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Hi
What job do u do?
What job do u do?
LeaE
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WillpowerWoman said:Hi
What job do u do?
Hey missy just had a sneak peek at your thread and yr doing good x we are at a similar point as each other and congrats on the dress it feels great doesn't it but I gotta agree u have to get rid of the big clothes when the time comes as u won't need that safety net x so pleased for u and hope we do this together x lea oh and I work in nursing love x
WillpowerWoman
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LeaE said:
Hello thank u
slowly but surely getting there in small chunks.
I want to maintain at 14st (size 14) which is 2 stone overweight but maintainable for me. I don't need to trigger yoyoing again.
Hope u r having a good day
LeaE
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That's a good idea being realistic about it x I would like to get to 10 stone but its so much to lose so I also will be happy at 14 c last time I did this before I had my daughter I was 13 st 13 a size 14 and very happy with my body like that I was a size I liked and I could maintain without making myself miserable but just not sure if I stopped there because I have always been so fat that weight was a vast improvement so felt great but should I have really stopped there still over weight ! I'm not sure ! So I'm just taking it as it comes now ! I'm not putting myself through the agony of over analysing it just going to stick with this till I have lost a decent amount and see how I feel about myself and this diet ! It's so hard to think about where I should be when I have never really been anything other than fat ! I love the new clothes in smaller sizes but being fat has always been me its almost part of me and I know that sounds so stupid as aspects of that truely do get me down more than I would ever admit to anyone around me but part of me has accepted that as its what I have been all my life ! Even as a kid a young kid I was chubby always always !
I say to ppl I will never be slim as my body shape is big boobs bum an legs ! But is that really true ! No not really because science says if I lose that weight it would have to go eventually wouldn't it ! It's all part of the defence mechanism we all have built up as a means to protect ourselves ! Example being ! I don't want to get married ! Well actually I regard marriage very highly v highly indeed and would love that with someone but due to bad relationships and not feeling good enough and not wanting to be a fat bride that pll say looks lovely with in actual fact I look like an harpooned whale I have convinced myself and everyone around me that it's not what I want to a point I have been proposed to 3 times turned down a 3 and half grand ring and boy it was a nice ring ! Obviously them relationships weren't right hense not being with them now and I'm glad I politely said no (should have kept the ring though lol) but truth is I said no because I didn't feel like I could get married !
Wow that was a blurt of emotion wasn't it sorry for that but being honest about my demons is the only way I'm going to do this ! I most def have come to see I have a very low self esteem and a bad body image but it's odd as I'm so confident in my other qualities and aspects of my life and no one knows this about me as I never let it effect any aspect of my life ! I find it so hard to write all this stuff and it makes me want to cry but isn't this all part of this journey x
I say to ppl I will never be slim as my body shape is big boobs bum an legs ! But is that really true ! No not really because science says if I lose that weight it would have to go eventually wouldn't it ! It's all part of the defence mechanism we all have built up as a means to protect ourselves ! Example being ! I don't want to get married ! Well actually I regard marriage very highly v highly indeed and would love that with someone but due to bad relationships and not feeling good enough and not wanting to be a fat bride that pll say looks lovely with in actual fact I look like an harpooned whale I have convinced myself and everyone around me that it's not what I want to a point I have been proposed to 3 times turned down a 3 and half grand ring and boy it was a nice ring ! Obviously them relationships weren't right hense not being with them now and I'm glad I politely said no (should have kept the ring though lol) but truth is I said no because I didn't feel like I could get married !
Wow that was a blurt of emotion wasn't it sorry for that but being honest about my demons is the only way I'm going to do this ! I most def have come to see I have a very low self esteem and a bad body image but it's odd as I'm so confident in my other qualities and aspects of my life and no one knows this about me as I never let it effect any aspect of my life ! I find it so hard to write all this stuff and it makes me want to cry but isn't this all part of this journey x
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