Yes u are pls will u share a little of that positivity with me pls pls pls x I kinda feel like I have to keep that feeling of negativity while on this diet because it gives me drive to carry on its like I have bottled that feeling I had right at the start of this diet and I'm holding onto it because if I don't I might get complacent and then pack this diet in but I think maybe I have taken it a bit far and I'm not allowing myself any credit for all I have lost I'm a pound short of 5 stone and that's like I have lost my eldest child in weight she's nearly 9 so that's a lot isn't it ! And I have lost loads of inches and almost 4 dress sizes because I'm not far off a 14 and I really never could have even dreamed about being a 14 ! I'm not there yet but in another stone and half I think I will be and then I have smashed the barriers at the shops x I don't know of a shop that doesn't stock a 14 so that means I have regained my freedom ! Extreme I know but being bigger meant I had limits where clothes are concerned and no choice in what I could wear and it will be so nice to be able to shop where I want x my treat when I get to 12 I think is to take £80 -£100 to meadowhall walk round every shop on my own and just try loads on x if I really like something I might buy it but I'm not buying much because I'm still not done yet but just trying them all on in shops I have never even entered will be empowerment enough for me ! I think I will even get dolled up for the occasion then I might ask vadey aka Nadine if she want to meet me for a coffee or she can come shopping with me because she's the only real life person who really understands then that will be lovely x shame u guys don't all live closer it would be so nice to do this all as a group to help each other shop and give each other a wee boost x