Lose weight to gain a bikini bod! (May 2014)

[Pebblesx]

Good evening hun, how are you feeling now? Hope you're feeling better and had a nice rest.xx

Hello Hun, I'm feeling good now thank you, had terrible night sleep! My back has been playing up and I don't think I can take my painkillers and my paracetamol isn't touching it! I'll have to have a word with my dr, if I ever get an appointment! It's a stupid surgery... You can't make appointments in advance and you have to ring at 8am for the morning and 12pm for afternoon. It's ridiculous cos by the time you have got through there isn't any!

How are you? Xx

 

[Pebblesx]

Hi hun, just to let u no ive seen a thread on here-slimming world, pregnancy & breastfeeding. Thought it might b of help? x L x

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Aw thank you Hun I'll have a look when I get home xx

 

[Pebblesx]

Ladies I have decided to go back on sw as it's the healthier option.. I have created a diary in the slimming world, pregnancy and breast feeding thread suggested my ellejay (thank you!). Please pop over and subscribe as you have been such a great help to me and I hope to continue on following you in your weight loss still xxxx

 

[littlemissnaughty]

Hi hun, glad to see you back on SW. I'm confused though, isn't this food diary on SW?x

 

[Pebblesx]

Hi hun, glad to see you back on SW. I'm confused though, isn't this food diary on SW?x

Yes, I've just opened one in that thread xx

 

[littlemissnaughty]

Morning hun.
I will have a look in a bit, hopefully I will find you.xx

 

[skinnycowtobe]

Oh I thought you could hear it much earlier, maybe I'm thinking if seeing it! DUH! I'm going to try to get to drs this week or next and have a chat about it, need to find out about losing weigh/gaining weight/how many calories is healthy to have etc. I just hope I don't see the same one as last time, he was bloody useless! Told me my DD was 6 months away!

If worst comes to worst we will pay for one, we've discussed it already, it will be worth the money just to stop us from panicking! We can maybe incorporate that into how we tell the family as I'll need to do it before my 21st in April cos if I'm not bladdered they will know!

I called Jamie earlier to tell him I'm just gunna bung something in the oven for dinner rather than make something n he didn't answer, he rang straight back and was like what's up you ok? I said yeah n he was like well you don't sound it, you sound worried, what's the matter lol. I was like chill outttt haha.

How old is your little one? Xx

Sorry hun I've been crap at updating on here this week. Yeah I think you can see the heartbeat quite early on, I remember them looking at it beating away on my 8week scan lol. But yeah I know it's a bit later til they can hear it.

Lol, bless him, that's sweet!

My daughter was 5 in December and my little boy will be 3 next month, he's still my tiny baby though I keep thinking I want another one after the wedding but my OH is saying a very firm NO not fair lol x

 

[Pebblesx]

Sorry hun I've been crap at updating on here this week. Yeah I think you can see the heartbeat quite early on, I remember them looking at it beating away on my 8week scan lol. But yeah I know it's a bit later til they can hear it.

Lol, bless him, that's sweet!

My daughter was 5 in December and my little boy will be 3 next month, he's still my tiny baby though I keep thinking I want another one after the wedding but my OH is saying a very firm NO not fair lol x

That's alright lol. Aw bless, I'm sure he will change his mind eventually, my dad had my brother (26) then me (20) then my sister (19) and said he didn't want anymore, and then went on to have another sister, I was 11 when she was born!

I had always made it clear to Jamie that I wanted kids young and he told me not till he's about 30, he's 26 now and at the end of 2012 one night just blurted out - I want a baby, I think we should have one now! I was like whoaaa lol. I'd got it in my head we wouldn't have any for like 5,6 years xx

 

[skinnycowtobe]

That's alright lol. Aw bless, I'm sure he will change his mind eventually, my dad had my brother (26) then me (20) then my sister (19) and said he didn't want anymore, and then went on to have another sister, I was 11 when she was born!

I had always made it clear to Jamie that I wanted kids young and he told me not till he's about 30, he's 26 now and at the end of 2012 one night just blurted out - I want a baby, I think we should have one now! I was like whoaaa lol. I'd got it in my head we wouldn't have any for like 5,6 years xx

I hope he does, I'm really not sure though. I'll keep on at him though lol! Oh wow big age gap! Kind of like here too. My mum was 21 when she had me, then I was 7 when she had my sister. She said that was it but then she ended up having my younger sister when I was 18!

Lol, I was I wanted to have my first child when I was 30. I'm 28 and I've got two! Mind you I also wanted to have bought a house and be married first, guess things dont always work out as planned lol. How you feeling? I'm going to try and find your new diary in a sec! x

 

[Pebblesx]

So looks like I'm back here again
Struggling a little getting used to the idea but at least in the meantime I can get my body extra healthy and ready for next time. I'll be updating my foods later xx

 

[littlemissnaughty]

Welcome back hun.xx

 

[Pebblesx]

Morning, had a bad day yesterday.
I was fine up until around 5ish and I was just an emotional wreck! I think reality has kicked in and showed her ugly face. I guess I had it coming though, I should have known it wouldn't have been as easy as that.
I was blubbering all night! I feel so bad for Jamie cos he must be hurting as well and I'm just not even thinking about him. He has been so good with me. He's even booked a weekend away for my birthday with our own private jacuzzi so we get away before our holiday n can have some time together. I hope today goes a bit better, my friend is coming over at 12 for some lunch then I've got to go and get my sister from school at 3:15. I wasn't going to but I thought I had better start doing some normal stuff seeing as I'm in work tomorrow and that would be a kick in the face if I don't get out before then.

Here's yesterday's foods

Extra Easy

Breakfast
1 x wm toast HEx B
Peanut butter 4.0
Banana SF

Lunch
Shreddies HEx B
125ml ss milk HEx A
Clementine SF
Apple SF

Dinner
Lamb F
50g boiled potatoes 3.0
Swede SF
Onion SF
Carrots SF
Leek SF
Stock F
Gravy granules 2.0
2 x dumplings 8.0

Other
Sprite zero F

Syns - 17/105
Calories - 1,102

 

[Pebblesx]

Today's foods

Red

Breakfast
1/2 banana & custard ML 0.5
Banana SF

Lunch
2 x wm bread 2 HEx B
Tuna F
Cucumber SF
Light mayo 4.0

Dinner
Chicken F
French fries 5.0
Sweetcorn SF
Ketchup 2.0


Syns - 28.5/105
Calories - 1,136

Had another bad day today, really don't think I am ready to go back to work tomorrow

 

[ellejay1984]

Hi hun xx ur clearly not ready to go bk to work, why not give it til Monday. You need time to heal x L x

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[Pebblesx]

Hi hun xx ur clearly not ready to go bk to work, why not give it til Monday. You need time to heal x L x

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I just feel like the longer I leave it the harder it's going to be? I'm going to go in and see how I am and if I'm not ready I'll just leave. I don't even know what to say to the girls when they ask me why I've been off :/ I hate being in this situation cos my MIL/manager has probably said something about me being in hospital cos one of the girls asked me the other day but she claims she hasn't said anything, and at the same time claimed she hadn't said anything to Jamie's sisters which proved a load of ****. Xx

 

[ellejay1984]

I just feel like the longer I leave it the harder it's going to be? I'm going to go in and see how I am and if I'm not ready I'll just leave. I don't even know what to say to the girls when they ask me why I've been off :/ I hate being in this situation cos my MIL/manager has probably said something about me being in hospital cos one of the girls asked me the other day but she claims she hasn't said anything, and at the same time claimed she hadn't said anything to Jamie's sisters which proved a load of ****. Xx

Morning hun x as long as you leave if you feel it's too early x ur MIL sounds like a right piece of work (sorry 4 saying), you're right to want to get bk to "normal" but you're allowed to b upset too hun, for as long as u feel it.
Hope u get through today hun as well as can b, u know where we r if u need us x L x

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[littlemissnaughty]

Hi hun,
Just having a quick catch up on peoples diaries.
Take as long as you need to get over it, these things take time so please don't rush.
How lovely of Jamie to book a birthday treat for you, you will both have a lovely and well deserved break.xx

 

[Pebblesx]

Thanks ladies.
So I went to work, kind of glad I did and kind of wish I didn't. I didn't really have anyone ask me why I've been off as a few I was working with have been off too. It was going fine until the deputy manager decided to tell me I was escorting the residents to the hospital. Let's just say I was not happy! My mil didn't even stick up for me! The last place I needed or wanted to be was back up that bloody hospital again! Especially after feeling a bit lost even going back so soon.

I had a good afternoon though, went for lunch with my friend, had a sunbed and bought a new skirt, top and dress for my holiday. If definitely made me feel a little better!

Hope you all had a good day xxx

And thanks again for being here xx

 

[Pebblesx]

Evening ladies. Going to have a catch up on your diaries in a second. Thought I'd update foods now cos if I keep leaving it til the next day I can see me forgetting a day or getting behind.
I'm snuggled up I. Bed now, been in bed since 7:30 watching tv lol. Jamie is soundo asleep next to me! Lazy git. I love nights like this. Just makes you realise that when you first meet someone and all you do is go out and eat or go to the cinema you think things will get boring but quite honestly half the time I'd rather snuggle up and watch crappy tv. I always thought that if you can be with someone and watch tv without feeling uncomfortable you're made for each other. Just like when you start seeing someone when you were a teenager and you would be watching tv round their house too scared to move if you're uncomfortable or cough or something lol

Weird I know!

Anyway, random rant over, here's today's foods... I'm hoping next week I can cut back a bit on the syns.

Red

Breakfast
Clementine SF
Shreddies 5.0
SS milk HEx A

Lunch
2 x wm bread 2 HEx B
Chicken F
Lettuce SF
Cucumber SF
Onion SF

Dinner
Chicken breast F
Pilau rice (1/2 portion) 3.0
1/4 jar tikka sauce 5.0
Natural FF yogurt F

Other
Sprite zero F
Banana SF
Strawberries SF
Cream 3.0
Diet coke F
Water F

Syns - 44.5/105
Calories - 1,308

 

[littlemissnaughty]

Good morning hun,
Sounds like you had a lovely afternoon shopping and then a nice cosy evening with Jamie. I also love evenings like that and I totally agree that is how you know you are made for each other.
What have you got planned for today?xx